2011 - The Year Of The Baby!!

[rachelle1975]

Oh god mischeif, could it not be an error? Have you had any symptoms at all?
I'm so sorry

 

[Misscheifmake]

Loads at first but they have dropped off over the last day or so and this mornings line really was much fainter.

What will be will be - but I am accepting the loss right now. One day and a time. My main fear is that its eptopic, got enough problems with my tubes without that and they will take them out if it is.

 

[rachelle1975]

I am so sorry hun, it's a horrible hopeless feeling but you are being very pragmatic. Were you expecting this? What have the clinic said, another blood test?

My third HCG hit 19 and then after that it went down to 2 - my clinic were happy when it was under 10 as apparently it meant it wasn't ectopic - what did yours say?x

 

[Misscheifmake]

Got to do bloods again on monday if over 100 then we're safe if not then it's out. But it should at the very minimum be over 25 already so doesn't look good.

Not expecting but it felt too good to be true, so dont think i had really accepted that i was/am.

Tis horrible though.

 

[rachelle1975]

Xxxx

 

[mrssunshine78]

Thinking of u and your Hubby I really don't know what to say, but I really feel for u

 

[rachelle1975]

Mrs sunshine did you have your beta?xx

 

[SillyMoo]

Mischief, just wanted you to know I'm here and I have EVERYTHING crossed (its hard to type cos of it) that your hCG goes up on Monday. I hope worry doesn't ruin your weekend.

Love to you all xxxx

 

[rachelle1975]

Hey Silly Moo, hope you are doing ok

 

[Misscheifmake]

Hi Silly,

How are you doing?x

I'm ok had lots of tears and seeing DH crumble was hard, i am not holding out for Monday but not letting this beat me.

Can i have a glass of wine or not though?!!

 

[Misscheifmake]

Sunshine - how was your Beta result, really hope it had doubled for you? x

 

[SillyMoo]

Grrrrr. I wrote a reply and the server went down!!

I'm ok thanks, just glad that I know where I am now, the worst thing is the limbo. You just have to deal with whatever, nothing you can do to affect it huh? Mischief I really know how you're feeling at the mo, tis yucky. I would have a glass of wine if it helps you relax a bit, one isnt gunna do any harm. I will have a bottle of Rose/jaegerbomb/tequila on all your behalves on Saturday

Sunshine how did your beta go?

 

[rachelle1975]

I will have a bottle of Rose/jaegerbomb/tequila on all your behalves on Saturday

Now that's hardcore! I'd be pickled!!

My clinic made limbo very hard, they insisted I keep up with the pessaries even though I was bleeding heavily. I had a lovely hot bubble bath & a glass of White Grenache!! I do hope you'll be ok, I was a total dribbler for 2 months after as I was also dealing with the loss of my mum. Major shitty time but.. Came out the otherwise & just as loopy as before

 

[SillyMoo]

Oh Rach, what an awful time you had, that and your mum too, too nasty to contemplate. Big hugs and respect for coming through it all and being so upbeat and fabaroo xxx

 

[mrssunshine78]

Sorry I didn't put my beta on earlier, I didn't want to upset u misscheif, anyway today it was 1196, so looking quite good.

It's good to hear from u sillymoo, I've been wondering how you were doing

Misscheif I would have a glass of wine too, it's not gonna harm so long as it's not a bottle, thinking of u and your oh x

 

[rachelle1975]

Well done sunshine, you're such a sweetie no more pee sticks & betas now?x

 

[mrssunshine78]

No more betas and am gonna try and not poas, I can't guarantee that though! Lol

 

[rachelle1975]

You make me chuckle. I just had a shower & my boobs look like a map of the London underground so feel happier... Pee stick this weekend for a 2-3 or have you had that?

 

[SillyMoo]

Sunshine how many did you have put back again?!

 

[mrssunshine78]

No I haven't had that yet, was gonna do that tomorrow before I got my beta result, I know I'm progressing so suppose I don't need to do it, will see how I feel in the morning, I think it'd be good to see the 2-3 wks though

I still haven't really got any symptoms except tiredness and hunger