I don't mean to be a Debbie downer or a negative personI have been ttc for almost 6 years now after having a tubal reversal in Sept 2011. I have only managed to get pg once during all this time and that was in Jan 2014 and I miscarried in Feb 2014 at 5-6 weeks.
I have been through a lot of this stuff you have been through. I remember thinking that it was going to happen quickly and when it took me over 2 yrs to get pg and then lost it before I was that far along, it was just heartbreaking. I have pretty much given up hope now but I hope you don't!
I will be praying that you get your BFP soon! I am turning 46 in a couple of days and I am pretty much giving up on giving my DH a bio child of his own
Hey ladyoflocksle, I am so sorry for your loss and struggle. I can no where near understand what you could have been through all these years.
I feel like a total newbie in this whole ttc world even after having one child, which is why I am always here asking questions and posting confusions.
I was really thanking you from heart because this journey is such that each and every little sign/symptom can raise your hopes so quickly and can then leave you disheartened. Each of your comments has made me think twice over the thoughts/hopes running around in my mind and has slowed me down. It did not, at all, came across negative to me. Also this is how I think about negative thoughts - To stay positive and balanced in your life, it's very important to keep yourself always prepared for the negatives.
Please do not lose hope in your case, I hope you get a BFP soon!
Thanks for all the insights you provide
GL for your next cycle!
My DD loves those sunglasses! 
