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[dovkav123]

TTC, I am so so happy that you'll do your IUI on February. Maybe that's all you need and you'll be lucky form the first try. Hope and pray.
I am glad that you are better now. My hubby was sooooo against IVF, he wanted to try for another 5 years naturally. He had no idea about clicking clock...but I managed to change his mind. I am happy I did. WE didn't succeed 4 IVF's but our experience, this journey connected us more and made us grow together...through ups and downs.

Trolley, way to go! Your baby is growing super fast!

Thank you TTC. Tomorrow is the day. I have lost my father in law 2 days ago our Christmas is stolen
I hope we'll get a good news about our miracle. One life is gone another starting...
I had little cramping 5dpo and 3 days in a row and nausea after eating yesterday.Otherwise nothing else...I am not doing my home preggo test. I'll just wait till tomorrow.

 

[ttcbabyisom]

TTC, I am so so happy that you'll do your IUI on February. Maybe that's all you need and you'll be lucky form the first try. Hope and pray.
I am glad that you are better now. My hubby was sooooo against IVF, he wanted to try for another 5 years naturally. He had no idea about clicking clock...but I managed to change his mind. I am happy I did. WE didn't succeed 4 IVF's but our experience, this journey connected us more and made us grow together...through ups and downs.

Trolley, way to go! Your baby is growing super fast!

Thank you TTC. Tomorrow is the day. I have lost my father in law 2 days ago our Christmas is stolen
I hope we'll get a good news about our miracle. One life is gone another starting...
I had little cramping 5dpo and 3 days in a row and nausea after eating yesterday.Otherwise nothing else...I am not doing my home preggo test. I'll just wait till tomorrow.

I'm so so sorry to hear about FIL. You all are in my prayers!

 

[ttcbabyisom]

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[ttcbabyisom]

TTC, I am so so happy that you'll do your IUI on February. Maybe that's all you need and you'll be lucky form the first try. Hope and pray.
I am glad that you are better now. My hubby was sooooo against IVF, he wanted to try for another 5 years naturally. He had no idea about clicking clock...but I managed to change his mind. I am happy I did. WE didn't succeed 4 IVF's but our experience, this journey connected us more and made us grow together...through ups and downs.

Trolley, way to go! Your baby is growing super fast!

Thank you TTC. Tomorrow is the day. I have lost my father in law 2 days ago our Christmas is stolen
I hope we'll get a good news about our miracle. One life is gone another starting...
I had little cramping 5dpo and 3 days in a row and nausea after eating yesterday.Otherwise nothing else...I am not doing my home preggo test. I'll just wait till tomorrow.

What's the beta result?????????????????!!!!

 

[panda fan]

am a TOTAL mess today and tonight. Had

Thank you panda. i'm better today. we are better today. that negative was really hard to take this time for some reason. i was super hopeful and felt like it was really going to be "the one". oh well. Moving on. after checking on IUI finances, we are so happy to know it won't break the bank and we will be doing that for February's cycle if no pregnancy before then.

I'm so sorry for the disappointment Glad you have the IUI to look forward to soon - any maybe even good news before that

 

[panda fan]

Tomorrow is the day. I have lost my father in law 2 days ago our Christmas is stolen
I hope we'll get a good news about our miracle. One life is gone another starting...
I had little cramping 5dpo and 3 days in a row and nausea after eating yesterday.Otherwise nothing else...I am not doing my home preggo test. I'll just wait till tomorrow.

I'm sorry for you and your husband's loss. That is very sad

I'm praying for your good news today. Good symptoms!

 

[dovkav123]

Merry Christmas, ladies!

I didn't go for beta on Monday. I wanted to wait for Christmas ans test in the morning(maybe a baby present for my hubby??)

I tested this morning was snow white like always.
But after two hours I see a faint line. I don't think I have hope...

27th is the day of my AF. I'll test in the morning and let you know if the stick shows ugly or sweet news.

Wishing us all a very merry Christmas and i hope its the last Christmas that see's us childless and that by next Christmas we will be mummies or pregnant. This time of year is so hard but lets enjoy this time and keep hopeful for a fantastic new year xxxx

 

[ttcbabyisom]

Merry Christmas, ladies!

I didn't go for beta on Monday. I wanted to wait for Christmas ans test in the morning(maybe a baby present for my hubby??)

I tested this morning was snow white like always.
But after two hours I see a faint line. I don't think I have hope...

27th is the day of my AF. I'll test in the morning and let you know if the stick shows ugly or sweet news.

Wishing us all a very merry Christmas and i hope its the last Christmas that see's us childless and that by next Christmas we will be mummies or pregnant. This time of year is so hard but lets enjoy this time and keep hopeful for a fantastic new year xxxx

Ugh, i just want this so bad for you dov, i'm praying tomorrow's test is DOUBLE VISION!!!

 

[dovkav123]

I got BFN with 3 HPT. I am still on progesterone and spotting tiny bit. On Monday I am going for beta for a double check and a final closure....

 

[ttcbabyisom]

I got BFN with 3 HPT. I am still on progesterone and spotting tiny bit. On Monday I am going for beta for a double check and a final closure....

well i hope today's news was good and those hpt's were wrong!!!

 

[dovkav123]

it was not wrong.....
My AF came in the evening after the blood test. Even I was on the progesterone. Estrogen was 65, progesterone 5.
My beta .6
My eyes are too dry to cry, really, I feel numb and cold.
My hubby just wants to try again.
I want to take a break from IvF.
Check my uterus with a contrast dye. Support LF with progesterone. And just BD.....

I didn't go for beta for nothing...
I also checking my folic acid levels.
APA- antiphospholipid antibody
APS- antiphospholipid syndrome

I beleave we have problems with implantation. My hubby's sperm is perfect, his morfology 5%(average 4%) Morfology has to do with chromosomal abnormalties.

 

[panda fan]

dov,

i'm so sorry that this didn't work
it's hard to keep getting bad news and then especially on a holiday. it wears you down even when you are trying to stay positive, but that doesn't mean there isn't a light at the end of the tunnel.

it sounds like you need a little break to get some momentum back. these procedures take a lot out of you. but you are doing everything you can and it sounds like you guys are both healthy. there's an answer out there for you. IVF, as we've learned, is certainly not an exact science yet. what does this doctor say?

i've also been very sad these holidays despite feeling okay and hopeful right before. lots of tears seeing cousins and siblings and new babies and uncles and aunts and grandmothers asking us when it will be us. feel like I'm failing my DH as his twin sister just had her 2nd child.

i am staying hopeful by researching other clinics. Thinking about going to either Littleton, CO (my brother lives there and I could stay with him) or one that's in NY. I am going to do one more here because the traveling would be stressful so I want to try one more time close to home, but if that one is no good, I will go to one of the higher rated clinics in the country. I don't know what's going to happen with my insurance if I try to do that.

at this point, some of our journeys have become a fight to stay hopeful, but i keep reminding myself that if and when it happens, i will be thankful for every difficult moment of it. happy thoughts and hopefully lots of helpful doctors and healthy, sticky eggs coming to us in 2014!

 

[ttcbabyisom]

it was not wrong.....
My AF came in the evening after the blood test. Even I was on the progesterone. Estrogen was 65, progesterone 5.
My beta .6
My eyes are too dry to cry, really, I feel numb and cold.
My hubby just wants to try again.
I want to take a break from IvF.
Check my uterus with a contrast dye. Support LF with progesterone. And just BD.....

I didn't go for beta for nothing...
I also checking my folic acid levels.
APA- antiphospholipid antibody
APS- antiphospholipid syndrome

I beleave we have problems with implantation. My hubby's sperm is perfect, his morfology 5%(average 4%) Morfology has to do with chromosomal abnormalties.

I'm so sorry sweetie. Ugh. I hope you can make a decision soon on what you're going to do. I'm so sorry.

 

[ttcbabyisom]

dov,

i'm so sorry that this didn't work
it's hard to keep getting bad news and then especially on a holiday. it wears you down even when you are trying to stay positive, but that doesn't mean there isn't a light at the end of the tunnel.

it sounds like you need a little break to get some momentum back. these procedures take a lot out of you. but you are doing everything you can and it sounds like you guys are both healthy. there's an answer out there for you. IVF, as we've learned, is certainly not an exact science yet. what does this doctor say?

i've also been very sad these holidays despite feeling okay and hopeful right before. lots of tears seeing cousins and siblings and new babies and uncles and aunts and grandmothers asking us when it will be us. feel like I'm failing my DH as his twin sister just had her 2nd child.

i am staying hopeful by researching other clinics. Thinking about going to either Littleton, CO (my brother lives there and I could stay with him) or one that's in NY. I am going to do one more here because the traveling would be stressful so I want to try one more time close to home, but if that one is no good, I will go to one of the higher rated clinics in the country. I don't know what's going to happen with my insurance if I try to do that.

at this point, some of our journeys have become a fight to stay hopeful, but i keep reminding myself that if and when it happens, i will be thankful for every difficult moment of it. happy thoughts and hopefully lots of helpful doctors and healthy, sticky eggs coming to us in 2014!

2014 is our year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[gloria33]

it was not wrong.....
My AF came in the evening after the blood test. Even I was on the progesterone. Estrogen was 65, progesterone 5.
My beta .6
My eyes are too dry to cry, really, I feel numb and cold.
My hubby just wants to try again.
I want to take a break from IvF.
Check my uterus with a contrast dye. Support LF with progesterone. And just BD.....

I didn't go for beta for nothing...
I also checking my folic acid levels.
APA- antiphospholipid antibody
APS- antiphospholipid syndrome

I beleave we have problems with implantation. My hubby's sperm is perfect, his morfology 5%(average 4%) Morfology has to do with chromosomal abnormalties.

Im sorry dov pray for you to come out of this soon..

 

[gloria33]

dov,

i'm so sorry that this didn't work
it's hard to keep getting bad news and then especially on a holiday. it wears you down even when you are trying to stay positive, but that doesn't mean there isn't a light at the end of the tunnel.

it sounds like you need a little break to get some momentum back. these procedures take a lot out of you. but you are doing everything you can and it sounds like you guys are both healthy. there's an answer out there for you. IVF, as we've learned, is certainly not an exact science yet. what does this doctor say?

i've also been very sad these holidays despite feeling okay and hopeful right before. lots of tears seeing cousins and siblings and new babies and uncles and aunts and grandmothers asking us when it will be us. feel like I'm failing my DH as his twin sister just had her 2nd child.

i am staying hopeful by researching other clinics. Thinking about going to either Littleton, CO (my brother lives there and I could stay with him) or one that's in NY. I am going to do one more here because the traveling would be stressful so I want to try one more time close to home, but if that one is no good, I will go to one of the higher rated clinics in the country. I don't know what's going to happen with my insurance if I try to do that.

at this point, some of our journeys have become a fight to stay hopeful, but i keep reminding myself that if and when it happens, i will be thankful for every difficult moment of it. happy thoughts and hopefully lots of helpful doctors and healthy, sticky eggs coming to us in 2014!

im sure panda all in this thread will see their lovely rainbow soon..

 

[gloria33]

Hi where is everyone??

 

[dovkav123]

panda, I feel similar like you. My mom only talking about my brother's children, babysitting them...On Christmas I called my family, they were all together, happy. I am childless and without my family members hundreds of km away. I know healthy egg and sperm is waiting for us, and maybe soon... maybe this month...

I just did my HcG trigger shot and on Friday is an ER.
We talked to my RE today and she thinks that we havn't had a good embryo yet.
Our strategy for this cycle for better implantation. Cos I think implantation is the problem.
1. Transfer 3 day embryo with assisted hatching with laser.(my clinic don't do it with blastocysts but in US, yes)
2. Injection of seminal plasma on the day of embryo transfer
3. Heparin or aspirin
4. Decepyphyl is GnH antigonist 5th day after ET.
5. BD after ET.
6. HCG inject in the uterus after ET.

We talked about those posibilities and we need to decide which treatments to take or maybe all!!!
Also we took couple of blood tests 1. vitD 2. anti-thyroid antibodies (exposer to radiation can be at fault)
Anti-phosholipid syndrome testing came back negative.

 

[ttcbabyisom]

Hi where is everyone??

I'm here, just a little mia lately. I have SO many threads to keep caught up on. I swear, this could be a full time job.

So my latest...

um...eggwhite and high cervix yesterday...does that mean anything? strange.
spotting???

implantation spotting or what? I'm too early to be getting my period. Hhhhmmm...

but i also did not get an implantation dip at normal time (between 7 and 10 dpo) and my temps are whacky but i blame that on the fertility meds, etc. and how the doc said my temps would be inaccurate and unreliable anyway. That's ok, this is a temp experimentation cycle. He, he...

 

[ttcbabyisom]

panda, I feel similar like you. My mom only talking about my brother's children, babysitting them...On Christmas I called my family, they were all together, happy. I am childless and without my family members hundreds of km away. I know healthy egg and sperm is waiting for us, and maybe soon... maybe this month...

I just did my HcG trigger shot and on Friday is an ER.
We talked to my RE today and she thinks that we havn't had a good embryo yet.
Our strategy for this cycle for better implantation. Cos I think implantation is the problem.
1. Transfer 3 day embryo with assisted hatching with laser.(my clinic don't do it with blastocysts but in US, yes)
2. Injection of seminal plasma on the day of embryo transfer
3. Heparin or aspirin
4. Decepyphyl is GnH antigonist 5th day after ET.
5. BD after ET.
6. HCG inject in the uterus after ET.

We talked about those posibilities and we need to decide which treatments to take or maybe all!!!
Also we took couple of blood tests 1. vitD 2. anti-thyroid antibodies (exposer to radiation can be at fault)
Anti-phosholipid syndrome testing came back negative.

I'm SUPER hopeful for you this cycle and sending you TONS OF