miserable, indeed. I'm totally wiped out emotionally.
The number went down to 47, so that is a good thing (even in the midst of a bad thing), which means no ectopic. She expects a period soon. There was no sac or anything indicating pregnancy in the uterus, except the cyst. She explained that the cyst (on the right side) is basically holding all the hormones and giving the numbers. And that the egg was released from that side and developed into the cyst. That will go away when period is over (should anyways).
Glad I can do this naturally, and then we need to wait one full cycle and try again if we want. I just want to get through this. Pressure and slight cramping now. Hoping this is over soon as I'm terrified something will go wrong like last time (even though it can't - there is nothing in there except the cyst to make it as bad as last time, but your brain goes to dark places sometimes).
thank you all for being right here with me through this horrible experience. I hope I am meant to have more than one child, but if not, I have a great little guy. I'm going to have a drink, some chocolate, and take some time for me in the next few days. I sincerely send baby dust to those who want it, and hoping for Chris and Skye.
much love!