@Tanasha- glad your appt was good though! Even if nothing special- still better than a bad one right? Good to know you are doing well.
@ Charlie- Thanks charlie. I would love to lay down the law. The problem is he's not listening. when he gets into these moods he doesn't listen. At all. He gets hard headed and ignores me. So, i'm kind of ignoring him. I'm just very upset and hurt so i'm just trying to stay away from him. Doesn't help that he's now following me around the house not saying anything. He asked me what was wrong and i said i was just tired- but honestly- i just don't want to deal with it because i feel emotional and know i will cry. So, whatever i'm dealing this way. He's sitting in the same room with me on his lap top and i just am really upset. As for the heat- Not going out unless i have to. I went swimming for 2 hours today. That was pretty darn nice and helped a lot! glad i got all my housework done yesterday so i could relax today. And i'm so sorry you have to send your boy off for a week- i feel for you. I'm sure it's really hard to part from him! and a week seems like forever!!!
@batty- thinking that night i might actually not even be here when he gets home. just go to my mom's for a night. It would be hell and annoying to be somewhere else- but would be worth it to stick it to him. As for the name- i DO like that- Not sure how to pronounce it though- or which one i like better. it sounds cute either way!
@krystal- well the thing that upsets me is NOT that he wants to go out but that he just is planning- he thinks she's going to be here like within the week and is already planning to separate from us! I would understand better if it were like next month or something but come on! I mean i'm here all day long and night and doing all the feedings because i'm bfing- and you are already planning to go out and about without me. He does go out now with friends and so forth- and i never complain. I don't mind i think its good for him. But we are about to be having a kid and he isn't waiting- he wants to see it like the day it comes out. AT least give me some time to enjoy us as a family? And when he is home, he's on that damn computer all the time. So i already am worried about how things are going to go. I just feel very down about it. At least wait a while to see it. I don't care about not going, but please taking time off from work to help me- means you have to actually help me. Not take that time to go out with friends and leave me here. (and, btw, not upset at all with what you wrote! just clarifying in case this comes off funny- i'm just sad) And i always let him do as he pleases. It just upsets me that he can't understand why i would be so hurt. I ALWAYS put him first. Always. And, i just don't feel he is the same. Lately it's been about him.
@natalie-when did they book you for the induction??? Sorry the 2nd appt was a bust. But, you already did get such great news! My fingers are crossed for you that you will be having this baby tomorrow!!!!!!!
@ttc- thanks hun- i agree. I don't think he gets it. He surely can't the way he's been spending money!!!! And thinking we can just go go go. I've been trying to explain how much of a zombie i'm going to be and he just doesn't get it. And i'm sorry you're not feeling so good- that's awful! Remember being a kid when the heat and cold didn't bother us?! I can't imagine that nowadays. Jeez i took one step out the door- and was a sweat machine!!!
Thanks ladies you all did make me feel a bit better. But i can't help still being a bit down. I just wish he'd understand what i mean. I think he thinks life isn't going to change at all. But i need the help- and the idea that he's already planning to take that time that's supposed to be dedicated to helping us and spend it elsewhere- then you might as well just go to work too.
I wish i didn't feel this bad. Everytime i look at him i just feel like crying. Wow, i'm not usually this emotional. Not even while pregnant.