Hi girls,
I am officailly PUPO
- all three embies made it to today - and we had two transferred - one five cell and one four cell - which isnt bad for a day two transfer is it?
the third one was a three cell and we decided not to freeze it on its own so it was donated for research - feel a little bit sad for it - which is stupid i know!
soooo happy and relieved - on monday I really didn't think we would make it to transfer - from here on in I am going to Mrs Positive!!!
ET was fine except for the whole 'full bladder' thing. THroughout the whole process I had been dreading the full bladder part cos I have a v weak bladder and suffer from cystitus quite a lot and need the loo constantly at the best of times - so not being able to go to the loo scares the hell out of me. I am quite happy to do injections for a month, be sedated and stick 'bullets' up my arse - but a full bladder is my idea of torture.
Anyway - after waiting two hours i couldnt take it anymore and started to cry a bit with the pain (felt like a fool) so DH (bless him - he knows me well enough by now) asked the nurse what we could do and bless her - she bumped me up the queue for transfer - cos I was last on this list. Felt v v v bad for all the other girls who were desperate as well. So we got into the theatre and I actually cried out like a big baby when I had to move off hte trolley and the embryologist was so sweet and held my hand whislt they put the evil speculum in and did the ultrasound thing - it was so painful that I now have welts on my hands where I was bitting down through the procedure to stop myslef from crying.
They were so sweet and afterwards when I kept apologizing for being such a baby he did say that I was really full and it was understandable and not to be embarrassed
as soon as I could i got to the loo and it was quite possible the best (and longest) wee of my life!!!!! - although obviously now paranoid that I flushed the twins away!!
so after alot of embaressment I have two embies on board and hopefully snuggling in.
official test date is the 29th July - but I am going to POAS form tomorrow - first to check hcg out of my system (so excited about seeing my first ever BFP tomorrow morning - even if it isnt real!!!) and then - cross fingers - to put me out of my misery early.
Cant believe I am finally here - and now super protective of my tummy - keep talking to my embies - HAVE to not get attached to them - but its so nice to know that just for now I am a little bit pregnant for the first time in my life.
to everyone.
Tany and Mendy - hope you and embies are doing well - Mendy - cramping sound's good!!!
MrsG - soooo soon for you now - and
to all the August girls.
Robin - hope you are doing alright hun.
Akcher -
to the twins.
Oh - another quick question - for those lucky enough to be on the progesterone suppositories - do yours completely dissolve? cos half on the one I used last night was in the loo about an hour ago? is that OK?
Bx x x x
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