Hey stranger!!
Omg congrats!! Good to have something else to focus on. If you are cd31 roughly how many dpo are you. Im now on cd 29 never had more than 30 days so af due tomorrow x i actually think i didnt ovulate this cycle, i didnt hv the normal pain i get and iv had no tender bbs which usually lasts until a couple days before af. I didnt test until cd 26 this cycle and havent since. I hadnt thought ahout it then something reminded me and i thought it would be a good idea to test, duh! Really just felt more relaxed, i fully expect to get af so see what next cycle brings. I hv been quite down recently aug 31st was my edd so been finding it tough as was really hoping to be pg by now (im sure u know hw tht feels) but im realising its out of my hands now.
I wonder what the sickness is, i hope its a gd sign. Are you carrying on with you hospital tests?
Good to hear from you again, i missed our chats, LOTS of babydust xxxxxx
Aww sorry to hear its the EDD soon, I can imagine your frustrations and pain Hun, someone should hear our cry and see how desperate we want this and give us our bundles of joy.... Fingers crossed.
Well, the first blood test needed to be taken cd1-5 and I was on holiday on the 1/7 and that's when af came so this next time af shows up I shall get blood test sorted.
I don't know if I o'd, because last cycle like I said I missed a whole month and I felt then that I hadn't o'd then when af hasn't shown up I was convinced, then my bbs gota little painful as usual, half way through the next month which then made me think yeah I've o'd and that's why I missed a period as I missed ovulation if that makes sense. Hard to explain.
These messed up and long cycles make it almost impossible to predict how long I'm gonna be waiting and when I o'd etc. but I don't have sore bbs yet. If I have a regular 28day cycle then ovulation would be around cd13,14, 15 which I was bd'ing like mad as I was away from 1/7-11/7 without oh so we had a lot of missed time to make up for haha.
Thanks for the congratulations. I'm so chuffed, and you're right, something to focus on.
Have I told you about my psychic reading? I don't think I have.....
Well if I have ignore this next bit lol....
My birthday was 28/6 and I had a psychic reading, the lady picked up on wedding plans, she mentioned so much too much to write down but she mentioned some names of people in my life and oh life that have passed and seemed very spot on. But this bit got me, as you know I lost my close nan on 19/6 which I've struggled with and still finding it hard but anyway, she said you've lost a grandmother am I right and I said yes, she said well she here, it's very recent I know but she's here and she is laughing about twins, the lady said you're stressing at the moment over babies and you need to stop as your nan has this in her hands and has a healthy baby boy bouncing on her lap that she is sending to you when the time is absolutely perfect. She then said, she's laughin about twins, but the lady wasn't sure whether the boy would be a twin or the twins come next after the boy. In total I'm having two girls and a boy, the boy first, but could be twins with a girl and then the single girl come after but she's getting 5months, she's not sure if that means in 5months or within 5months but I'm gonna have a baby boy born in 2014.
That really gave me hope, knowing my nans still here and knowing I have babies ready and waiting for the right time.
The lady knew sooooo much and very unusual bang on stuff that convinced me, how does she know I just lost my nan, how does she know I'm trying and stressing for a baby, I took my engagement ring off so how did she know about a wedding, she picked up that I've changed career she didnt know what from but she knew it was to be with children.....was really good.
Hope this makes sense, hard to explain but needed to tell you
Xxxxx