Mini rant i guess, feeling very down just feel like this month is going to be like every other and see af come again

Just wish it was our turn already, sorry ladies!
I am right there with you. I suspect that my cousin is now pregnant with her third. She just changed her wedding date from May of next year to Dec 10th, she can't even make up her mind of a man she wants to marry as this is her 2nd engagement in the last year and her 3rd in about 2-3 years. She barely even knows this man and most of us have never met him. I am tired of every other woman in my family getting knocked up on a whim.
I also don't understand how I got pregnant in June by one time of sex that was like 3 days before I even ov'd, out of nowhere (I didn't keep track back then as I thought I wasn't able to get pregnant) but ever since the mc we have been doing it the correct times and week of ov and nothing!!
I understand where you are coming from my sister in law is pregnant with her 3rd she got pregnant while on the pill, she is a baby making machine.
Its just getting harder on me because i want one so badly and I keep getting disapointed. Just want my turn to be here already! Thanks for understanding hun
I can sympathize ladies...a very good friend of mine with which we started trying together got pregnant in the first month, without even trying very hard (no opks, temping, or other means for pinpointing ovulation). Here we are 5 months after, I am still not pregnant and have to meet her this week. It's not that I'm not happy for her, but her growing belly will be reminding me that I have failed...And, she keeps telling me that if I stop thinking about it, it will happen, so I stopped discussing ttc stuff with her...
I am 8 dpo today and feel that af will be here in about a week. Already feel sad and irritated...