8dpo testing bfp? Progression pic end p4

[LuvallmyH]

10dpo fmu. It’s over. No progression whatsoever. Lighter if anything. I’m thankful my body is addressing issues on its own this early. Still hurts.

 

[kittiecat]

I’m so so sorry

 

[Bevziibubble]

 

[doggylover]

I’m so sorry

 

[MinnieMcMoose]

Oh that sucks, I'm so sorry

 

[Classic Girl]

I wouldn’t count it out just yet.

 

[LuvallmyH]

I wouldn’t count it out just yet.

I know you have been here. At what point did you give up? I'll be 44.5 in October. I can get pregnant but can't stay pregnant. Dh is totally on board with TTC. I am at a crossroads. Do I just accept the inevitable or do I keep putting myself through this? I know when my fertile time comes I'll be excited to try again, but right now? I feel like I am torturing myself over something that is just never going to have a happy ending.

 

[LuvallmyH]

This afternoon was 'slightly' darker than fmu. Still nearly bfn at 10Dpo. Having any hope goes against any norm I have ever seen.

 

[LuvallmyH]

Afternoon top, fmu bottom

 

[LuvallmyH]

Most recent ic is bfn so....

 

[LuvallmyH]

I am so confused. Wasn’t going to test at all today. Now I wish I didn’t because it’s confusing and cruel. I was shocked with my fmu so I peed again right away and did ic’s & another frer with smu. They are so much darker than yesterday, but not dark enough for 11dpo imo. Also, the ic’s are still just shadows. I know that slow of a rise is never a good thing.
Fmu

Smu


Smu top

 

[LuvallmyH]

 

[Pot_pie]

I can see a line!

 

[JessaBear36]

Give it a few more days see if lines darken up.

 

[Bevziibubble]

I see lines too

 

[LuvallmyH]

The new pregmate came in the mail today. I also did another frer earlier with 3mu. That’s on top, smu, fmu bottom.

I took these a little bit ago after I got home from running errands.

What the heck is going on?

 

[kittiecat]

I can see the lines and they do look a little darker. Fx’d for you

 

[xxmyheartxx]

Well they are darker, how are you feeling x

 

[Classic Girl]

I know you have been here. At what point did you give up? I'll be 44.5 in October. I can get pregnant but can't stay pregnant. Dh is totally on board with TTC. I am at a crossroads. Do I just accept the inevitable or do I keep putting myself through this? I know when my fertile time comes I'll be excited to try again, but right now? I feel like I am torturing myself over something that is just never going to have a happy ending.

We started December 1, 2015 (got my IUD out) and got pregnant first cycle after period. Loss at 6 weeks. All losses seem to happen at 6 weeks for me. So I had 2 back to back mc’s then a bunch of chemicals, then I lost my job and got a BFP that got darker and darker like it was supposed to then...loss and I was so angry. Like why did I need MORE loss after losing my 14 year career (due to a student stealing from ME!) then losing our beloved hedgehog, I kind of hoped that maybe this was the silver lining but nope...another loss...like I needed that! I was done then. I couldn’t take anymore. My eggs were good, I was on progesterone, hubs SA was good...it just wouldn’t stick. I stopped at 45.

Looking back I’m thankful because of mental health issues my daughter is going through.

 

[LuvallmyH]

We started December 1, 2015 (got my IUD out) and got pregnant first cycle after period. Loss at 6 weeks. All losses seem to happen at 6 weeks for me. So I had 2 back to back mc’s then a bunch of chemicals, then I lost my job and got a BFP that got darker and darker like it was supposed to then...loss and I was so angry. Like why did I need MORE loss after losing my 14 year career (due to a student stealing from ME!) then losing our beloved hedgehog, I kind of hoped that maybe this was the silver lining but nope...another loss...like I needed that! I was done then. I couldn’t take anymore. My eggs were good, I was on progesterone, hubs SA was good...it just wouldn’t stick. I stopped at 45.

Looking back I’m thankful because of mental health issues my daughter is going through.

I’m so sorry you went through all of that. Thank you for sharing with me.