Omg I have been away for a while and have so much to catch up on
Mommy - huge hugs as always. You know I am following your journey and cheering you on all the way.
Honey I feel your pain. Ttc involves so much patience and waiting doesn't it. This is my first month ttc since my last mc in October - each time I thought we could ttc again another delay would come up. But I got there in the end and feel so much more positive now. I just had a hysteroscopy to remove a septum so in a kind of similar situation, we are in a much better position now. Now COME ON EGGY! show yourself! (I hope that works for you!)
Wookie - lovely to hear from you again. How is Hannah? I never had any counselling but sometimes wonder if I should have. I generally feel fine and positive, but on Saturday I had a mini melt down. I was at a wedding, drunk admittedly, and got talking to a guy who 1) told me his wife was pg through ivf 2) was a trained councellor and 3) had a kind face. That was it, I starting telling him my story then crying then sobbing to this poor guy! So it just goes to show you can feel 'fine' but there will always be parts of you that need to come to terms with what we've been through. (I am still rather mortified by the whole thing ....!)
Monro omg you are due so soon! I hope everything goes well for you
Never you are pregnant again!! Congratulations that is amazing. H&H 9 months to you.
Biblio - sorry you find yourself here. I hope the tests bring some answers. But (this is for you and Mommy) if they don't, don't give up hope. After 3 mcs I had all the tests done - nothing. Then after my 5th I got referred to st Mary's and they found 2 things the other hospital missed - a septum, and also clotty blood. Most places just test for the disorders that are known to CAUSE clotty blood, but st Mary's actually look at how your blood clots and saw that mine was too thick, even though they can't say what causes it. So different docs will try different things.
Beach - how are you my lovely? I hope you get your BFP soon.
Afm - am 4 dpo today in my first month back ttc. I am both excited and nervous about what the future holds for me but am generally feeling positive. I am going on holiday on Sunday (to Menorca for a week of sun, sea and relaxation!) and will be 13dpo on the day I get back so if AF hasn't shown by that, I will test then. Wish me luck ladies! X
Positive OPK yesterday, so just 16 more days of WTT. Lol. Trying to focus on work & doing lots of yoga to keep my brain from worrying.
I hope the next 16 day just fly by! 
