First of all Nicole i said a prayer for you last night and this morning for this day not to be too hard you. I honestly want to cry right now so i cant not even begin to imagine what you are feeling especially being pregnant. lots of
and i guess just keep close to your Josh and your baby girl! Lot of love to you!
Misty, i was bout to tell you then in the next post you got...yes pregnancy brain does tha to ya! oh and dont forget that once you have the baby then it goes to sleep deprived brain...my youngest is 3 and i still have it...you have older kids does it ever go away? lol
Janelle that is terrible about the little girl! I always try to tell my younger brother that just because he is married to this crazy bitch, who has him convinced he has legal rights to her two kids, that if she did die he would not have any rights to those two kids. he had met her when her daughter was 6 months old and she was 3 months pregnant. she is white but her exhusband is nigerian and the only reason i say it like that is because her kids do not look like they are half white because of that they look completely black if that makes sense with out sounding racist lol...anywho when she had her baby my brother actually put his name on the birth certificate and this baby was born dark, i know some mixed babies are born pretty light then their skin will darken over time, nope he came out super dark and still the hospital let him put his name on the birth certificate...weird i know...anyways so she has him convinced that since he did that the little boy is legally his...i tell him all the time that since parental rights have never been taken away from the father, she clams abuse i dont believe her shes crazy, but at the same time the guy has not come looking for his kids either so who knows the truth. what ia m getting to is i know it would be so hard on my brother if he ever lost those kids so i know it must be terrible for your BILand for the rest of the family. i know personally bc i know my brothers wife is crazy i dont think i have allowed myself to get that close to her kids. i would be sad if they ever left but i know i have not let them fully in because that is always up in the air.
Oh and yay for them bringing food...love my kids but sometimes i hate taking them out they get impaitent waiting for food to come! also great idea on the butcher blocks! that is called being green, it is not being cheap anymore lol...i love how people do that well i am not cheap i am just going green hehehe guess i have been green my whole life!
afm-i had took all that tynol and it helped for a while but not for all night...probably see if can get a hold of the on call dr in a little bit see if they will call something in. then of course i look every thing up online and see that shingles can cause perminat nerve damage in about 50% of cases but at least it is usualy older people. and since my pain is going down my leg like it is it scares me...it said the pain can last a few weeks up to years! how they hell am i suppose to function? how the hell does anyone who has it worse than me function? maybe i am just a huge baby when it comes to pain intolerence
oh and the sleeping seperate did not last long lol. we did go to bed in seperate blankets but of course did not last i woke up under his blanket cuddle up...oh i wish i was still in bed with him all nice and warm and being held felt so good damn it but no even on weekends my kids think they have to be up before eight ugh...
ok i am off for a while this morning. gotta get kids fed and me showered going to chriropractor to see if an adjustment will help with the pain, then headed to the store for a few things and my older brother(misty his name is JAke but he is 28 still think of you when i say his name lol) is going with us bc he is buy the kids some new playstation one games for them...didi i say my kids were spoiled?
and prayers for you today.
i feel soooooo alone on a saturday night lol! well i am just finishing up some homework then probably going to dope my self up and go to bed. Jamison and Avarie are already out cold and joshy is watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs while i work on my laptop. well i will check in one more time before my bed time. Stay sweet ladies!
