I go to the doctors today and I am told I have this. I don't know if I want to cry or be happy with what I've read so far.
What got me to today's diagnosis? I am a health mom of 3 boys-11, 13, and 16-I am getting ready to get remarried. A year ago this time I had a miscarriage and a DnC. Things seemed to have gone well. No side effects, no pain, no nothing. Life went on. Until month after month went by and I was not conceiving. In July we were at the beach and I stood up to go in the water and blood just gushed everywhere. Another miscarriage. This is when angst set in. I had delivered 3 very healthy boys and now I'm having issues. I just chalked it up to age, 35 then.
Well, month after month, I am more and more obsessed. Tracking my periods, my temp, my OV...running home at lunch when the timing is right and nothing. I kept putting off going back to the dr for this very reason. I just wanted it to be that my body is not ready and that God wants us to officially be married first (June 23, 2012 is the big day). I know stress adds to the inability to conceive, yadda yadda.
Well I finally went back to the doc a week ago. New insurance new doc. She reviews my info, feels around the uterus says she does not think it's my bady as the reason we cannot conceive. She orders the ultrasound anyway, appt was today. The end result is this-adenomyosis, and here I am stressing more without even having the dr consult yet.
I have complete sympathy with everyone here. I guess right now my biggest mental obstacle is knowing that I produce very healthy babies and have never had an issue with any pregnancy, yet here I am, with the one person I choose to have a child with and we can't.
I know my road may be short or long depending on the results and what I am prepared to go through, but I wanted to take a moment and share my story and say thanks for the information I have found so far.
Currently my periods are regular in cycle time. Day 1 is like making an appearance day, days 2 and 3-forget it...cramps that knock me to the floor and clots that make a hail storm look like a mist. Then days 4, 5 and 6 are light and without issue. I only noticed the onset of pain after age 30. Each time it seems to progressively get worse and it was not until the last few months that I noticed pain close to my cycle when having sex. Again, I just chalked all this up to age. At least I know what questions to ask when I do go see the dr.