Right! This month, like Alibaba, I'm going all out! This is our last shot at having a baby in 2013.... If we don't hit the jackpot this month, it means that our baby won't be born until 2014. Not having a baby in 2014 is a problem, I mean we'd be super grateful just to have a baby whenever after trying now for 10 cycles now, but there's something mentally satisfying knowing that we will meet our long awaited baby THIS year..... not next year. Call me crazy, but I desperately want our baby here for this Christmas! Also, it's my birthday in December and if we are lucky enough to conceive this month, the EDD will be 8 December... just a couple of days after my birthday. That would be the BEST birthday present ever. COME ON DECEMBER BABY!!!!!!