Almost 44 final ttc journey -- buddies needed : )

[Sophie2015]

Cali- I have wondered the exact same thing!! If maybe my eggs weren't getting good blood flow and therefore not great nutrients etc. I have also noticed since starting Lovenox my libido is sky high. And this is the first time in at least 3 years I've had globs of EWCM. That was normal for me prior to 40. I feel like it's all related to the Lovenox. It's the only new thing.

 

[Sophie2015]

OV test was positive this afternoon. EWCM continues. We decided to try. Probably the first time in 3 years I'm indifferent about ttc. Leaving this one in God's hands. But praying we don't have another mc.

 

[AngelUK]

FX for you my dear! I so so hope you will get your lil baby one or another!

 

[CaliDreaming]

Hope all went well this weekend Sophie!! I will have my fingers crossed for you!.

 

[TTC74]

Sophie - Fingers crossed for a BFP and a healthy pregnancy.

 

[Sophie2015]

Thanks ladies. I know it's possible but I really don't expect to be pregnant. Had actually forgotten all about it. Am currently knee deep in trying to lose weight with twice a day cardio etc. If I conceive under these conditions at my age it'll be a miracle.

 

[Sophie2015]

Well ladies I either have an evap on a wondfos (although yesterday and day before produced no evap from same batch of tests) or I have a very faint bfp. Not sure what to think. Can I post the pic and get your opinions? I'd be 11 or 12 dpo today.

 

[CaliDreaming]

Yes!!!!! Please post!!!!

 

[Sophie2015]

Yes!!!!! Please post!!!!

Lol. Ok. I think it's an evap or a fluke. However I have heartburn and constipation which I only have when I'm preg. But no other symptoms and my gut says fluke. Will post it now....

 

[Sophie2015]

See anything?!

 

[Sophie2015]

Oh I'm also having heart palpitations and I'm thirsty. Also only when I'm pregnant. But I still don't think so. Maybe after 5 losses I'm just jaded. 😕

 

[CaliDreaming]

I can definitely see a line! No doubt about it!

Hopefully this is not an evil Wondfo evap line, but I remember when I got Wondfo evaps they were not quite as clear as this one.

When are you going to get a store brand??

 

[TTC74]

Hoping it's not an evap. There's definitely something there!

 

[Sophie2015]

I can definitely see a line! No doubt about it!

Hopefully this is not an evil Wondfo evap line, but I remember when I got Wondfo evaps they were not quite as clear as this one.

When are you going to get a store brand??

Prob never! I've always used wondfos and have found them to be pretty reliable. I still think it's a fluke. Sigh. I'll test again tomorrow morning. I'm not even excited. Even if I am my history of mc doesn't give me much hope it would last anyway.

 

[Sophie2015]

I've made myself carsick looking at it. Lol

 

[CaliDreaming]

LOL. Looking at early bfp lines can make you cross-eyed. But there's no doubt that is a line. Since it shows up clearly in photos I can just imagine it is a little darker in real life.

I did get a bad Wondfo batch once, but there was something weird with each false positive. Once the line was fairly dark, but really skinny and in the wrong place. Most of the time, the line just looked slightly darker than normal than white and would get less and less dark with time.

 

[CaliDreaming]

I am just so excited for you!! I felt deep down you had a good shot with all of the ovulation signs you had. I know it's going to be nervous days for you but the blood thinning medication already seems to be doing its thing.

 

[Sophie2015]

We'll see. After what I've been through I don't think I'll get excited until I have a baby looking at me. But for today it's fun to dream.

 

[Sophie2015]

The heartburn is driving me nuts!! I never have heartburn so if I'm not preg I def ovulated because my P4 must be sky high with all this heartburn and constipation.

 

[Sophie2015]

I am just so excited for you!! I felt deep down you had a good shot with all of the ovulation signs you had. I know it's going to be nervous days for you but the blood thinning medication already seems to be doing its thing.

I'm gonna let you be excited then. Lol. I'm gonna keep focused on weight loss and fitness until a baby shows up.