proudparent88
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So I have three friends due right around my due date all have found out but me two are having girls one is having a boy and now I am terrified of going to my ultrasound on Friday and finding out because I am terrified they will tell me I am having a boy when I so desperately want my girl. I don't know what to do to keep myself positive and open to whatever it is I hear I have tried telling myself that it's a boy but that is really hard when I have so many others saying to me that they think it's a girl or that they will be surprised if it's a boy ect. I just feel so upset and things I don't wanna do it....I wish this wasn't happening....Am I horrible for saying and feeling this? I just cry all the time because of my fears....