And so the testing begins....please join me. UPDATE PG 10

[mrsmummy2]

Oh bless him. That's what DH said to me... he would never choose to have a christmas baby, but he definitely won't be disappointed if it does happen this month.

 

[xxMichellexx]

Heres hoping hey. I do think if i dont see a squinter tomorrow I will be out. But im looking forward to trying again! Part of me wants to be pregnant so i cant feel less guilty about the lamb dinner and apple crumble i am going to devour later!!

I will test in morning, start work at 7am so will test about 6.30, then i will probably steal a test from work too and then ill test when I am home at 7pm! xxx

 

[xxMichellexx]

however, i am in no doubt ill test before i go to bed hahaha! xxx

 

[mrsmummy2]

Hahaha!! Its ridiculous how obsessed we become isnt it!!
Well good luck with all those tests! Im going to have a snoop in tesco when DH gets home to see if theres any pink dye early tests to take tomorrow.. knew i wouldnt be able to hold out

 

[crusherwife44]

I hope you get a squinter tonight!! I'll pick up a few cheapo ones at the dollar store. They have 2 kinds. 1 I have never tried so maybe I'll get some of both!? Lol

 

[xxMichellexx]

Haha why not!! I find it really bizzare buying pregnancy tests now, when I have bought them in the past it was always an unexpected pregnancy/surpise so I always felt a little embarrassed. Now i am actually trying I feel like shouting at the cashier I AM TRYING YOU KNOW, they put them all in little plastic boxes too with the alarm on so i cant even go through self checkout to avoid my anxiety haha xxx

 

[mrsmummy2]

Haha yes!! Get both crusher!

I totally get that michelle! I'm like that too

 

[xxMichellexx]

Ok, heres a question for you, how long do you keep your tests after peeing on them and staring at them for A LONG LONG TIME ??

 

[mrsmummy2]

Well... A longggg time
The ones I did today have already gone in the bin.. but if I see a squinter I'll keep it for a day or two until I test again.. then if I get bfn I throw it.

Last pregnancy I didn't get a bfp until 10 days late for AF... I kept alllll the tests in my drawer til I got a positive

Also kept my OPKs for about 10 days in a row until I got my positives.. then I binned them.

Apparently I like to torture myself by staring at them days after and hoping it's changed

 

[xxMichellexx]

Haha i feel all empowered when i throw them in the bin like ive finally got a grip on reality!

 

[mrsmummy2]

I know right

 

[crusherwife44]

Still nothing.

 

[mrsmummy2]

I see something when I tilt my screen. Possibly major line eye, but I hope not

 

[crusherwife44]

Thank you. I think I see a line on every test! ! But I'm pretty sure it's negative. And I was super dehydrated. .. still staring at it though lol

 

[mrsmummy2]

Glad I'm not the only one that stares and stares

Fingers crossed for next test!

 

[crusherwife44]

I'm still staring and now I swear there's a line. Gosh dang it lol

 

[xxMichellexx]

I just said on the other thread I swear I see something!

I was just looking back at all my photos from last cycle and there’s a few tests with proper lines on them and everyone voted pregnant on that countdown to pregnancy website, but it was just tricking me!!!! We fall for it every time x

 

[crusherwife44]

It is a horrible game!

 

[mrsmummy2]

Ahhh.. I do hope there's a strong line tomorrow for you

 

[crusherwife44]

Thank you. I'm only using cheap ones for now. Looking at all my notes I should at least start spotting today but there's nothing and can barely reach my cervix