~ Anorexia, Bulimia & Eating Disorder Support Thread ~

[Sarah10]

Okay, how you feeling now?

 

[Groovychick]

Just sore and a bit disappointed in myself to be honest hun.

 

[Sarah10]

Aww don't be so hard on yourself xx feel better soon!

 

[Groovychick]

https://i1220.photobucket.com/albums/dd455/mdmcdi/Thankyou.jpg

 

[Sarah10]

i have no need to eat i don't feel hungry, nothing appetises me one bit, i've been like this for a while now ahh.

 

[tasha41]

I'm ACTUALLY so fat now.

 

[lb]

I had no idea there was an ED thread. I've been suffering from EDNOS since middle school and was in the middle of an intense weight loss regimen for myself when I got pregnant. OH has been trying to help me with my body image and ED, he's been helping me 'remember' to eat, and I guess it's better now that I have LO to think about, but I'm so scared that I'll stop eating again once Kayla is here. I can't help but think James wont like me because I'm covered in stretchmarks and have lovehandles, and that Kayla will think her mommy let her down because of a stupid ED.

 

[Groovychick]

Christmas has been an absolute nightmare. I've binged and purged non-stop. And bubba doesn't like it one bit.

 

[Groovychick]

I'm ACTUALLY so fat now.

 

[Phantom]

Hi ladies, hope you're all enjoying the holidays.

I'm pregnant. I don't have a doctor though and that's making me nervous. I don't seem to be very hungry. I'm home alone all day and I end up just munching on small things. And I had to stop my seroquel so I haven't been sleeping well. i feel depressed. Not nearly as happy as I thought I'd be. I'm worried and second quessing myself. I'm avoiding the doctor because I don't want to be weighed.

 

[Groovychick]

 

[tasha41]

Have food poisoning. As much as I hate it, I feel like my tummy looks better

 

[Groovychick]

Hope you feel better soon hun.

 

[louandivy]

How is everyone doing? I have lost more weight, most of the clothes I bought when I got to a healthy weight are too big for me now. I have no idea how much I've lost though, haven't been near a scale in almost 2 years as it is SO triggering for me but it is soooo tempting to buy a set I also seem to be phasing out breakfast so I'm now on two meals a day, this is so scary for me I do NOT want Ivys childhood tainted by my eating disorder but I don't feel like I'm bad enough to go back and seek help

 

[Sarah10]

I hope you feel better really soon, i have no idea how much i weigh as my scales have gone weird on me, i need to buy some new ones but i don't know if its a good/bad idea.
I would urge you to please seek help, if not for you but for Ivy though i know how hard it must be, i've yet to seek help.
I hope things get easier for you love x

 

[aubreee]

I just wanted to tell you that you don't need to be " bad enough" to get help
it sounds like you are struggling the way you are right now and that is bad right? So it is very very good to go and ask for help, the sooner the better, you don't need to get any worse for that!
I hope it gets easier

 

[weebooda]

Hi...im 25 now, had AN since the age of 13 and AN/BN both since the age of ~21. I'm currently twice my lowest weight, my BMI hovers around 20 which must have been enough for my body to start making the right hormones because well obviously from my tickers im somehow 6 weeks prego.
? I have osteop in my lower vertebrae and hips, and kidneywise my GFR hovers in the 60's....since all docs have been closed and when i finally managed to see one, he gave me a booklet and simply sent me on my way, i have no idea if this will cause problems for the... cell-ball or not. im currently trying to shove the crap my brain comes up with to the back of my mind, im still in shock even though ive known for over a week now...

Anyhoo i was wondering, has anyone on this thread been dx'ed with osteoporosis or had kidney damage? If so how did being prego affect it?

 

[Sarah10]

Shit day, i'm shit, i feel shit, i am shit.
I don't know why i bother eating anymore, everything makes me feel sick/fat anyway.
I look like a f'ing fat c*** on my profile pic, put it on cos jayden opens his mouth in shock when i take photos of him now, makes me laugh xx

 

[weebooda]

aw hunny if im right in reading you're 39 weeks then i cant begin to imagine how much your head is killing you just now i know it's easier said than done but most of the weight IS baby, fluid, placenta, and stuff that will go down in a couple of weeks after baby is out......i wish i could offer better advice but im 1st time prego and just early days so im not much use but do know i feel for you and really wish your head would just leave you alone and let you enjoy the last days of pregnancy and first days of baby
and in your profile pic you do not look fat in the slightest, you look happy and pretty and your wee boy looks cute as anything

:EDIT: oops i think i did get mixed up with your signature where it says 39 weeks 3 days, that was when your wee boy was born? not what you are now....argh silly me.
either way it still stands ill keep hoping for your head to shut up x

 

[Sarah10]

Hi weebooda, thats right hun he was born at 39+3 xx
Thankyou, i think part of it is to do with how many energy drinks i am having lately as jayden doesn't sleep a wink, so no wonder i feel rubbish xx