~ Anorexia, Bulimia & Eating Disorder Support Thread ~

[weebooda]

aww yeah i used to be seriously addicted to sugarfree redbull :-/ got to the point i was drinking it all day long and well....lets say it was coming out the other end still looking like redbull lol sorry tmi but yeah it does give you the wee buzz followed by such a horrible slump then effs up your fluid balance levels cos of the caffeine being a diuretic and all that......evil stuff are energy drinks!
try keep yer chin up hunni it'll all be ok in the end and if it's not ok it's not the end x

 

[Sarah10]

Lol, that made me laugh! i haven't got to that stage yet but i feel horrible and sick!

How is your pregnancy so far hun? x

 

[weebooda]

lol pregnancy strange so far....considering i was told i wouldnt - couldnt get pregnant naturally i still dont really believe it but apparently im not "allowed" to buy anymore prego tests lmao - my OH banned me from buying more after the 1st five i bought......and all came up +ve......
Still scared & nervous though because i only recently got up to a "borderline healthy" weight and was still teetering before finding this out so yeah pretty apprehensive but well one day at a time i suppose, and locked up jeans - im wearing nothing but leggings and stretchy long tops for the next 7.5 months if this wee one actually sticks!!!! Lost some weight with having swine flu over the last week so trying not to get all elated because of it because it's like that "just one cigarette.....just one and no more....." but instead its just "just one pound....just one more......" so ya trying to keep outta that cycle of negative thinking!!!!!!!!

Yeah if you drinkin lotsa energy drinks it no wonder you feeling sicks as caffeine likes to irritate your stomach lining....evil stuff but its soooooo good toooooooooo

 

[Sarah10]

Aww, just take one day at a time hun, i'm sure everything will be okay
I was fine throughout pregnancy apart from sickness all way through lol, was okay about weight gain, but when i got to 27 weeks i kind of relapsed, but managed to get better/well by 29 weeks.
I hope you feel better soon xxx

 

[Groovychick]

I am going through the worst time in my life. My bulimia is the worst it has ever been and I am scared. I am bingeing and purging on a daily basis and I am frightened about the damage it is doing to my little bubba. What can I do?

 

[Croc-O-Dile]

WHY is it SO FUCKING HARD for my mother to understand that her picking and choosing my foods is just sending me in the wrong direction?!
I asked her to buy me yogurt with the little Crunch pieces in it cause it's the only kind I like. So what does she do? Buys some other kind of yogurt and then tells me that she didn't get the kind I asked for because it doesn't fit with her new "healthy eating" plan.
WELL YOUR DAUGHTER'S ANOREXIC! I DON'T THINK YOUR FUCKING HEALTHY EATING PLANS GOING TO WORK!
It took a lot for me to even ask for the yogurt and I feel like she just slapped my recovery in the face.

 

[Groovychick]

 

[Groovychick]

I am determined today is going to be a GOOD day. Bulimia is going to have to take a back seat. Today is about ME. And I'm going to enjoy it.

 

[louandivy]

WHY is it SO FUCKING HARD for my mother to understand that her picking and choosing my foods is just sending me in the wrong direction?!
I asked her to buy me yogurt with the little Crunch pieces in it cause it's the only kind I like. So what does she do? Buys some other kind of yogurt and then tells me that she didn't get the kind I asked for because it doesn't fit with her new "healthy eating" plan.
WELL YOUR DAUGHTER'S ANOREXIC! I DON'T THINK YOUR FUCKING HEALTHY EATING PLANS GOING TO WORK!
It took a lot for me to even ask for the yogurt and I feel like she just slapped my recovery in the face.

Urgh doesn't it just make you so determined to NOT be like your mum when it comes to parenting though? I remember the second time I came out of hospital after treatment we were eating dinner and my mum told me not to chew so loudly.....how very sensitive I had to stop myself from bursting into tears at the table! Well done for asking for the yogurt though, hope you are feeling a bit better

 

[rockys-mumma]

Tough times

 

[_laura]

One month after he's born and I've already slipped back into my bulimia ways And now i'm living with my OH i'm worried he's going to find out.
I was mia for about 2 years before I got preg and thought it might get me out of it but alas i'm back purging still

Doesnt help my oh can eat anything and not put on weight.
Ugh I just feel so disgusting.

 

[Groovychick]

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[Sarah10]

Sending everybody xxxxxx

 

[Ele]

I thought I might as well introduce myself; I'm 20 weeks pregnant with twins and weigh 114lbs and am 5' 6". Which means that I am underweight for a normal person, let alone a pregnant one. I am trying to keep my weight up; but I can't cook and don't even keep food in the house but I have been trying to make sure I eat atleast one solid meal a day. I spend a lot of time at the gym which I am trying to cut down. I so badely want to be that perfect pregnant person who is all smiley and eats cake all day. Yet I am always sad or angry and tired; I miss alcohol, I miss painkillers, I miss heels, I miss dancing. I'm just sick of being pregnant and you can't tell people that because babies are miracles and I should be grateful.
to everyone

 

[Groovychick]

Have you spoken to your midwife or G.P. hun?

 

[tasha41]

Spoiler

I am thinking of doing the ABC tomorrow, I made one post on Tumblr and a bunch of pro-ana girls reblogged it or 'liked' it, and of course I went and snooped on all theirs, and now I feel like shit.. but also like I can do this again.. ergggg

 

[Croc-O-Dile]

Spoiler

I am thinking of doing the ABC tomorrow, I made one post on Tumblr and a bunch of pro-ana girls reblogged it or 'liked' it, and of course I went and snooped on all theirs, and now I feel like shit.. but also like I can do this again.. ergggg

Try to fight it babe. Sorry I don't have any more encouraging words, as I'm thinking of this myself.

 

[Ele]

Went to the hospital this morning and I have gone up to 120lbs; which is obviously great news as far as babies as concerned; a little hard to see because I haven't weighed that much in my life. Although, I looked in the mirror this morning and I am not looking difinitively pregnant and not just like I am fat; which make me feel better!

Hope everyone else is going ok.

 

[Croc-O-Dile]

Ele Try and think of it like every pound you gain is a step toward healthier babies. Hope things get easier for you soon. xxx

 

[Sarah10]

I'm such a fat fuck.
i haven't weighed myself in about 2 weeks, my scales have messed up.
Probably a good thing.