~ Anorexia, Bulimia & Eating Disorder Support Thread ~

[Rin731]

I am ok today I have done loads of exercise and I'm eating a healthy vegetable stir fry for dinner (yes it's all I have had with like a million cups of coffee but it's a good dinner)

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I am in an amazing mood I am 7stn 7lb MY PREPREG WEIGHT. This has taken nearly nine months of torture I will maintain this and get to my next GW of 7stn

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Good job on your weight....I'm 225lbs trying to get to 150, so wish me luck...

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Good Luck

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Thanks.

 

[sarah0108]

Hun, i'm 5ft3

 

[sarah0108]

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i hate myself so much i cant bear to look in the mirror, i just saw myself in my mirror when i put my pjs on and i just broke down. i cannot stand this, im disgusted with myself

i cant even talk to anyone right now. i SOO wanna go on holiday next week but im wishing my body could be invisible, i honestly dont know how im supposed to wear things that show my skin and my fat im literally sobbing right now.

sorry for the downer, needed to get that out

 

[mayb_baby]

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i hate myself so much i cant bear to look in the mirror, i just saw myself in my mirror when i put my pjs on and i just broke down. i cannot stand this, im disgusted with myself

i cant even talk to anyone right now. i SOO wanna go on holiday next week but im wishing my body could be invisible, i honestly dont know how im supposed to wear things that show my skin and my fat im literally sobbing right now.

sorry for the downer, needed to get that out

 

[Char.due.jan]

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I purged, I hate my fucking ex he spoils absolutely everything.. He's trying to ruin my life so I might as well help him along!

 

[Rin731]

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i hate myself so much i cant bear to look in the mirror, i just saw myself in my mirror when i put my pjs on and i just broke down. i cannot stand this, im disgusted with myself

i cant even talk to anyone right now. i SOO wanna go on holiday next week but im wishing my body could be invisible, i honestly dont know how im supposed to wear things that show my skin and my fat im literally sobbing right now.

sorry for the downer, needed to get that out

It'll be okay.

 

[sarah0108]

thanks, i hope so.

hugs char xx

 

[Rin731]

Hun, i'm 5ft3

Just remembered (lol) that I'm actually 5' 2.5"-5'3". I used to tell people 5'4" then I went to the dr and they said I'm shorter.

 

[mayb_baby]

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I purged, I hate my fucking ex he spoils absolutely everything.. He's trying to ruin my life so I might as well help him along!

If you knew what I done you'd feel better I am at the top at self-destruction

 

[Rin731]

to everyone today.

 

[sarah0108]

hope you all okay xx

 

[Rin731]

hope you all okay xx

Thanks, I'm doing fairly well.

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I want to exercise tonight, but it always stresses me out and makes me want to restrict all the more... I don't want to just sit here instead, but the panic gets to me. I've been eating right the last few days, and haven't exercised since Monday, but I feel better if I DON'T exercise...

So then I want to meditate and it makes me feel good, but the ED part of me says, "Exercise, you worthless fat cow!"

 

[HellBunny]

Got a roaring head ache again gr!
Jeans came today and they fit me but still self conscious.. they skinny jeans.
Has an energy drink today but had college tonight, so many skinnies there

How is everyone?Xx

 

[Lubbird]

x

 

[Phantom]

It's really hard to eat enough to keep my milk supply up. I haven't got much of an appetite since giving birth.

 

[Char.due.jan]

@Phantom- Neither have I, it's never really affected my milk supply though, it's just me that suffers... xx

 

[HellBunny]

Does anyone know if EDs can affect cycles?
This is the 4th month in a row where its been between 2 and 6 days late, i'm 100% certain i'm not pregnant. My BMI is still 19.9, so technically still a healthy weight.

 

[Char.due.jan]

^^ Yes, being a low weight can affect your cycles xx

 

[HellBunny]

I'm not that low though, i thought cycles were only affected if BMI went under 18.5 xx

 

[9babiesgone]

I have relapsed

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I purged for the first time in months and months. I am so ashamed of myself

I really tried to stay away from this. tried to do it, but then i miscarried and for some reason I did not know how it would affect me again.