Hellllllo Lorraine...
You look fantastic in your pic Hun
And I love that jacket too.
Wow you implanted at 13 dpo? Gawsh ...well that really puts me in my place when I worry about spotting from now on...a new lease of hope even.
I have spotted for the last two cycles....NEVER had this happen to me EVER....I'm so worried about it actually....
I mean...this is my usual cycle stats....30 day....15day lp....
Iv gone to
27 day...13 day lp....
I suppose this is good if you want shorter cycles but it's very un Nerving...
Last cucyle I was CONVINCED I was pg too...
Bbs were sooooooo sore...like I'll grab my shot gun if Peter dares to approach the mountains of lurve (lol)
I had cramping and twinges at 7dpo...my temps wee steady
I was crying at stupid things...then moody cow the next
I got this sudden horrid breakout
....
Turns out it was all for nothing tho...oh well hee hee
I have another doctors apt on the 25 th to discuss having another 21 day P checked again....
The last time it came back at 7.2..which is low I have read about it....but it's over the desired mark and it DID confirm o day ....
But then all this spotting starts...for x2 cycles...
It's either P or lining issues...
He he we are cheepskates together then lol....
Iv spent over £400 so far tho...imagien I wasn't a cheep skate eh...that number could be more than double ...eeeek.makes me shudder lol...
Lorraine....don't be blaming yourself about the mc bc you were working and pushing yourself love....
Gawsh if you saw what I was doing on the cycle I got my bfp...before I knew...
I was running everyday...
Being an absolute cow to my partner...like PROPPER loosing it..(not usually like me I was just stressed about lots of things then)
I went a party...smoked a few fags and got quite drunk (I do not smoke btw)
I helped carry a huge washing machine down a flight of steps...
And my diet was probably the worst it's ever been....
10 days after all that I got my bfp...it was a MAJOUR shock....
A fluke test in my cabinate when having a clear out was found and I just thought oh well what the heck...let's pee on this baby.....
And omg...two lines.....!!! Holly cowzers.
I imeidiatly felt very bad for the way I had lived that cycle....altho technically we weren't trying...
Loooong story short we were trying for 7years and had emotionally hit a brick wall...we decided to have a break and go and start the ball rolling for investigations and posibably ivf...
Then we got our bfp....a very nerve racking 12wks ahead of us but we got there in the end.
So yeah don't be thinking of all the what ifs Hun...honestly
And that's a loooong time to wait for o day love...I think would certainly go batty by cd30 lol...you are strong lady
I'm rooting for you dear...hoping you get your bfp this cycle...
Natalie xxx