my LO will be one week old tonite. she wakes up to bf a lot but does have her longer stretches of 3-4 sleep. put her down after a feed 2 and a half hours ago so I could grab a quick bite and shes still down
nice to be able to just sit at the comp and poke around for a bit. she lost 6% of her birth weight in the first few days but shes already gained it back and then some
my H has been great, he goes back to work this Saturday. im so so going to miss him being here, I wish just the three of us could be at home forever. he's going to take a month or two of paternity leave in the summertime tho, so that will be awesome.
we had our first visitors on Saturday, MIL FIL and SIL came up for about 5 hours, which was a little bit too long of a visit imo, but definitely more than earned their keep - bought a crib, mattress, and sheet set on the way up, brought and fixed lunch, filled our fridge, brought a sling and two bags stuffed with baby clothes/diapers/wipes. other than that only the midwife has been by a few times. my mum is coming up for a few hours this Friday. ill prob be more keen on company once H goes back to work, right now I like it to just be us
my mood has been really good. ive had a few cries where ive been really overtired and then ill just be looking at her and thinking how dam cute she is and then ill have a little cry, then have a nap and be fine again. Ive been having bad dreams a lot tho about LO getting hurt or not being able to find her
so I guess my anxiety is coming thru that way.
all in all things are going amazingly well, I hadn't thought too much about what it would be like to have a new baby, but I was expecting there to be a lot more crying. she is a very happy baby, only fusses for a minute or two here and there. I know that will prob change as she grows and gets more alert so just enjoying having a quiet baby right now.