Hi my name is Ceri and im 27, im new to this, only signed up yesterday
I am also a big girl or like my fella of 3 years says, more to love
i was 22 stone and i decided to lose weight for my mums wedding so i lived on slim fast milkshakes and rivita cracker bread with fruit and veg snacks, i lost 4 stone
Im 18 stone now and i am really struggling to lose weight.
I have had really iregular periods since 18 and they were anywhere between 45-65 days lasting 2 weeks. over the past 5-6 months they have been between 32-35 days which im happy about, i was on the cerrazette mini pill and decided my body didnt like it so i came off the pill 2 years ago (may) to regulate my periods,
ive not been to docs or asked any questions as im terrified to hear those horrible words "You cant have kids" but ive grown a pair and booked an appointment for next week to have a chat and they are going to check me out.
Im fed up of seeing my friends on bby number 4 and some of them dont even like their children half the time and im desperate for baby number 1.
Im fed up with people asking me when am i going to have a baby when all i want to scream is "dammit im trying to already so leave me alone" instead i have to say politely nope not my time yet, smile and creep away
Im going to start a water diet, ive never been able to drink water so im forcing myself to drink as much as possible, eating soup, fruit and taking water tablets as everyone i know seems to think a lot of my weight is water so will see how much i lose
i know its not healthy and i dont plan on living on it, when i start little and light and often diets they kick start my body into wanting to eat healthy so im gonna see if i can push myself because i want to be a mum so bad its taking over my life and ive got to give myself a break from all the thoughts going round in my head.
im convinced the doctor is going to tell me something is wrong i just pray its fixable
sorry its a long one
xx