Hello ladies. What began as stalking has become a real connection to all of you....especially those of you from the very posts. I have read over 100 pages of this thread and finally skipped to the end to see how some of stories ended especially Mrs Woolf. did you ever get your BFP? Meggs and Moggy, thanks so VERY much for your tireless love and encouragement, even when you have had heartaches yourselves. I feel so alone and crazy in the my hope to have one more baby before my body just gives up. Again, thank you so much...ALL of you who have not only hung in there, but continued to check back for the rest of us. I know that I need you. Meggs, I'm SO HAPPY for you! I know you went IVF, but you got your baby! Ewok, Moggy...there are others but i cant see past threads and I forget easily

IO feel like Ive gone on some of these journeys with you womenfolk

About me: 44 and married for the first time 18 months ago. I have a 9 year old gift from from God in pink and lace who is my joy. DH has no children and we would love to have at least one together. I REFUSE to accept that "Im too old". Sarah was 99 and the Lord opened that womb, and many others in Scripture. I BELIEVE God! I also believe that He has made good information and treatments available which do not try to take control from Him. I see soy as a way to get my body optiamlly ready for what He has already said yes to...I recently found out that I do not ovulate every month ALTHOUGH I have regualr cycles. My Follicular phase is sometimes short but my LP is always been around 12-13 days. Recently, I had a LP of only 9 days. This month, I have not ovualted and no AF. I am currently on cd 42. This has never happened. I normally have a 26 day cycle and ovulate on the 11-12. Since i got married, I've o'd as early as day 10 but never later than day 14. As you can guess, my heart is broken. I'm hoping soy will help with regular ovulation since that seems to be my greatest challenge. All bloodworks looks good and the ER says its doesnt look like Im perimenopausal. Si Im hopeing this 42= day cycle is a stress reaction to the holidays. When I look back, I may have had this trouble all along, and just never paid much attention to it. I wasnt sexually active, so it wasnt really an issue. I didnt know I could cry so much or feel so bad...
I currently take the following supplements:
ChasteBerry...Folic acid...CoQ10...Maca powder...B100 complex...DHEA (only 50mg)...iron...Vitamin C...and Vibrant Green super food. For whatever its worth, I feel FANTASTIC...now if I could just my period to start so I can add soy to the list. I already bought it! Again, much love and prayers to all of you. I'm officially in!
