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alisarose
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Hi my name is amanda, i lost my first son thomas presumed SIDS at 12 weeks. I was and still am devastated, i was still breast feeding and feel like he was ripped from my arms. We desparately want another baby asap and have been ttc for 3 mths.
I just feel like its not going to happen, i cant picture myself holding another baby or being pregnant again is this normal?
Everywhere i go i see prams and i feel out of all those babies why mine, and i also think when i see all those prams tjhat ppl think its the easiest thing in the world to get pregnant and then im finding it so difficult
I just feel like its not going to happen, i cant picture myself holding another baby or being pregnant again is this normal?
Everywhere i go i see prams and i feel out of all those babies why mine, and i also think when i see all those prams tjhat ppl think its the easiest thing in the world to get pregnant and then im finding it so difficult