Anyone LTTTC Number One?

[ickle pand]

I'm so so sorry Ash. I wish there was something to say that could make this easier. Thinking of you xx

 

[ashknowsbest]

Thanks girls If you would like to keep in touch my facebook name is Ashli Reynolds.

 

[Feisty Fidget]

I've just added you hun x

 

[sugarpi24]

Sorry ash! ttc is such an emotional rollercoaster!

Yesterday I was suppose to get my period...I got the brown spotting...then nothing...at the end of the night I was cramp8pretty bad...woke up this morning to nothing! Called the Dr and set up a blood test for tomorrow...just incase I do start today....I'm pretty sure ill start but I don't understand what's going on with my body! :/ we are only goof to do one more round of injections and then just do femera after that ...we cant afford more injectables so hopefully it works! I was hoping I wouldn't reach my 2 yr mark but it looks like I will be

 

[fisher640]

Sorry to hear that Ash I was really rooting for you that blows. Infertility just sucks.

 

[fisher640]

Thanks girls If you would like to keep in touch my facebook name is Ashli Reynolds.

Ill keep following you on ravelry! Beautiful scarf ;-)

 

[ttcbaby117]

Hey Ash....again so sorry but I would love to keep in touch, though I don't speak about my infertility on FB so I will add you and we can chat privately if you want!!!!

 

[ashknowsbest]

ttc - I don't talk about my infertility issues on facebook either so no worries there

 

[Ella_Hopeful]

So sorry ash... that must be so difficult.

Wish I had facebook to stay in touch.

If you feel up to coming back and talking to us, please do, we'd love to have you stay...

Although I myself have been considering leaving as more and more people get pg (I'm happy for them, just makes me feel less 'normal') and I... well I tested BFN today at 14dpo.

Bleugh.

 

[Pnutsprincess]

Ash~ I am truly sorry. I added you on FB. Good luck in the future hun

 

[ickle pand]

I've sent you a request too Ash. I keep most of my baby news to a group that I set up for people who want to know so you won't be inundated with stuff like that from me. I know how much it can hurt to see things like that if you're having a bad day.

 

[Pnutsprincess]

Ickle how far are you now?

 

[ickle pand]

I'm 19w3d now. I still can't believe it

 

[Pnutsprincess]

Yay pretty soon you will know what you are having!

 

[ickle pand]

No I want a surprise. Dh wants to know though. I'm not sure if they tell you here anyway. I know a few hospitals don't so you have to pay for a scan at a private clinic.

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Although I myself have been considering leaving as more and more people get pg (I'm happy for them, just makes me feel less 'normal') and I... well I tested BFN today at 14dpo.

Bleugh.

We're well and truly into our third year now, I haven't felt normal for quite sometime. We've moved onto the not having kids talk it breaks my heart to think that I may never be a bio mum, but as DH said; 'some people just aren't meant to have kids'. We will probably adopt, but at the moment I know I'd feel like such a failure if it became our only option.

Luckily we're both the eldest so siblings haven't started with children yet - not too sure how much longer that will last though. Soon to be sil has announced they're putting off buying a house so alarm bells are ringing. Seeing as DH and I have officially been TTC almost a year longer then they have been together I think I may honestly have some kind of meltdown if she carries to term before me

 

[Ella_Hopeful]

Although I myself have been considering leaving as more and more people get pg (I'm happy for them, just makes me feel less 'normal') and I... well I tested BFN today at 14dpo.

Bleugh.

We're well and truly into our third year now, I haven't felt normal for quite sometime. We've moved onto the not having kids talk it breaks my heart to think that I may never be a bio mum, but as DH said; 'some people just aren't meant to have kids'. We will probably adopt, but at the moment I know I'd feel like such a failure if it became our only option.

Luckily we're both the eldest so siblings haven't started with children yet - not too sure how much longer that will last though. Soon to be sil has announced they're putting off buying a house so alarm bells are ringing. Seeing as DH and I have officially been TTC almost a year longer then they have been together I think I may honestly have some kind of meltdown if she carries to term before me

Yeah, my younger sister in law is due in 3 months now... They've been together a year less than we have been TTC... it's the first grandchild... for both sides of her family - parents and in-laws! The family has got so baby-centred that I haven't spoken to them since my SIL announced her pregnancy! Not because I don't like them, but because it HURTS me!

 

[gilmore85]

so sorry ash just sent a request through - just in case my name is Amy Gilmore and pic is of me and my man

 

[gilmore85]

girl in my office is off for her 12 week scan today. I'm over the moon for her cos she was just starting to go through the tests at the doctors but also dreading all the baby talk that is going to happen in the office for the rest of the pregnancy

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Some days I can function fine around pregnant people and even join in with the pregnancy talk. Most days however I just want to pack up and move to somewhere isolated with just DH and the dogs. I know that life shouldn't be centered around procreating and seeing your genetics passed on, but somehow it just seems to take over. It is just so tempting to give in