I caved this morning and took a test at 9dpo-BFN. Now I'm wondering if all of these symptoms are in my head. The wait continues...
10 dpo,boobs are still sore, and another bfn. Wish I didn't start testing so soon, all the bfn's are annoying me!
Having a hard day today, ladies. It's always tough going through TTC when you see all the pregnancy announcements/gender reveals on Facebook... but my sis-in-law called to tell us last night that she's prego with twins.
I'm happy for her, of course, but it's so hard because we were going through this TTC journey together--so we could share in all the highs and lows and cynicism that TTC brings. And now it just feels like... it's just me. Even all my friends who have been going through IVF or who have sperm motility issues are all pregnant now. Which is awesome, and I feel awful for even feeling jealous. But sometimes it makes me cry.
Anyway, just had to vent. I'm 12dpo today and have no idea what's going on with my cycle, because my temps dropped for 8-11dpo (though not below coverline) even though I'm on progesterone supps. Temp shot way up again today though, so who knows. Best of luck to you all
No you don't wish them ill, no you don't hate them because it wasn't you instead, it's a simple yearning. The calling of motherhood. It's imbedded in us women, we long for what is only natural, to become the protectors and givers of life.
@alika27 Hehe I'm a starting to feel that only a little bit though because most of my friends aren't even ttc yet but of all the ones that did in the past, they all got it right away, often times not even fully trying yet! Especially people that got it by accident or on the first try, like to advertise it. I used to be like "that's nice", now I'm like *don't want to hear*
When I didn't get it on my first try I was like "what's wrong with me!" T.T I'm just a very competitive person, just need to get over it. But you're only 28 right? There's so much time! I'm 30 and most of my friends haven't started TTC yet. My worst fear is if they start to TTC and get it before I do! That will definitely be a slap in the face for my competitive side. hehehe