I'm 9dpo today and due on mon or tues 30/31st, Im feeling so down this last few days and it makes me feel like I out, I also don't have barely any cm and what I do have is a little creamy...I'm cramping and have back pain as well as EXTREMELY sore boobs, like killing me sore and I can't touch or lay on them, they are very 'full' feeling as well. Ugh I hate being so impatient, and crabby too lol, totally irritable the last few days! I'm holding out to test till Monday, that's the day I found out I was preg with my daughter 8 years ago so I'm hoping it's a super lucky day since we tried for 5 years to get her and we have now been 3 years ntnp and 2 years trying for number 2...which means another 5 year mark lol, I'm such a weirdo but I'm hoping for that BFP on Monday and I'm holding out till then!