I've read many successful stories on another forum about ladies that were given a 1 in 5 chance and baby didn't end up having a trisomy. There's an 80% chance baby does not have a trisomy. Try and focus on that as hard as it is.
I am in the process of going for counselling. Usually I can get myself out of depression and change my thinking but it's proving hard this time.
After losing my Nan closely followed by my Dad, then two babies this year, a friend has just died from a heart attack at the age of 30, I think I'm ready to explode.
Mum has stage 3 cancer but has gone to the Marsden in Chelsea to chat to the surgeons regarding removal or reconstruction of bladder. I live in fear of Cancer now. Even though, smoking was my dad's number one reason for his and mum was a passive smoker, smoking being one of the main contributors for bladder.
Fuck. Sorry. My brain just feels like exploding and I don't let it off my chest!!! I'm thinking positive every day and getting out and about, it helps me to be busy.
This shitty weather doesn't help my moods. May try a SAD light.