at 23CD of 28CD now, and I am so affraid to see a BFN :(

[suzan]

Today is 23CD of my cycles of 28 days.
I am driving myself nuts. I did the mistake of testing at 7DPO and got a BFN!
Today is 9DPO but still 3am I just can't sleep.

I wont test anymore until my AF (witch witch witch!) is missed! Hope it goes away!
I am stressing now that the day is coming near. I have been waiting for the BFP since I miscarried last July https://img212.imageshack.us/img212/9955/thcry2pg2.gif

Anyway, I wont rely on crazy symptoms my body is going thru. They might be from other factors.. brain is so strong that takes over our bodies..

I have the HPT ready to be used. I just want it to get over and see a BFP because I swear I think I will fall from depression. The fact of getting pregnant soon is stressing me around. Words are easy, but what I feel is so strong that no one can understand it... I want to be a mom soon. https://img212.imageshack.us/img212/9955/thcry2pg2.gif

Let's see what happens.. thank God weekend is comin.. I can distract myself a bit... I will update on anything now..

Definetly will test maybe on Wednesday Oct 10th or Thursday 11th
I am so affraid of testing before even 1 day. But it will be the same specially if I see AF comin

Good luck to me. I need it. https://img212.imageshack.us/img212/9955/thcry2pg2.gif

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[strawberry199]

My Dear Suzan,
I know how u feel....
I'm nervous until i can't really concentrate on my work....
thinking to get a test done on tomorrow morning...
but scared of BFN.... so... hopefully i can control myself and make a test on this Sunday.....

Good luck for your test on 10th Oct..

 

[Whirlygirl]

I have been hoping for another child since my son was 2 - he's now 10! Have experienced 3 MCs. Am now trying again and am 9dpo - tested yesterday and today but got BFNs both times. I know it's still quite early but I so badly want to see a BFP that I can't help testing. (They're only internet cheapies so I'm not bankrupting myself with my new addiction!!)

Hope we all get our BFPs soon.

Sending you hugs and positive vibes xx

H xx

 

[Sinead]

Awww hunny
Try to stay positive, I know its hard sometimes
Sending you loads of

Sinead

 

[scotchbonnet]

Cheer up hun. We're all in this together. Know it can get very stressful, so try and keep teling yourself - it's is gonna happen -

Sing this little dong...

"listen spermi spermi
my egg is gonna get you,
egg is gonna get you,
egg is gonna youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu""""

Lots of hugs!!

 

[Tezzy]

Sing this little dong...

"listen spermi spermi
my egg is gonna get you,
egg is gonna get you,
egg is gonna youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu""""

Brilliant song!!!

GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY!!!!

 

[Wobbles]

Good luck hun