Hey everyone, I've been extremely emotional since Louis was born and he's now 5 months old. I'm on the verge of tears for most of the day. Have broken down into hysterical tears a fair few times because of being convinced that I'm not a good enough mum. I've even thought about giving him up to my SiL... But the thought made me worse. OH is trying to be supportive but his patience is wearing thin now because the silliest little thing can set me off. I was convinced it was hormones being out of whack but hasn't it been long enough for them to have settled down? Then I thought maybe it could be a touch of the baby blues but again, wouldn't it have settled down by now? So, I'm now wondering if maybe I'm going through depression. What can/should I do? It's not fair on Louis to see me like this but I just can't help it. I have no control over what my head's doing. I want to be strong and happy and to feel like I'm the best person to be his mum. I'm crying whilst typing this because of all my doubts and guilt for not being the best I can be. Thanks in advance for reading this.