Baby on the way, but not mine!

[babyvaughan]

My brother in-law will become a daddy anytime now
she is in labor!

While I'm SO SO excited for them, and can't wait
to spoil the baby more than I have, its also
so hard because I've been ttc for years without
a baby and so I get pretty emotional when I think
anything baby! I wanted to be pregnant more than
ever because I want them to be close cousin's
but it didn't stick and who's know when I will conceive
a sticky baby.

As a child I wanted to grow up and be a mommy,
I had an amazing mom that'd made me want to be
one too. My father is ill and idk know how much time
i'll have left. He is yet a grandfather and I wanted
him to have this joy. I know GOD has a plan
that I have to follow but at times its really hard to
stay strong. I just want to be a mother, I'm glad
ttc took sometime because I know I will cherish every
moment of my kids life like no other but I'm ready for
this long journey to be over!

 

[Mom2sam]

Ur time will come hun took me 5 yrs with first & watched all my sisters & bro hv thier kids & i love my nephews & nieces to bits! Watching thm & soending time babysitting thm made me knw hw much i wanted it & yes my time did come & by then they were a little older by few years but still get on. How long hv u been trying hun? I tried for 2 years before getting seen & thats wen we got the ball rolling & i conceived good luck hun & wen the day comes u'l appreciate it that so much more i knw i did x

 

[babyvaughan]

TTC 3 years, almost 3.5
Brought it up to doc after year and half of unprotected sex.

I had HSG done a few months ago to make sure my tube's weren't blocked
they were clear, I did have growth in endo lining which they removed by
hysterscopy the following month. I had my progestrone day 21 tested
and it came back a good high number so she said I was ovulating as I
expected.

I have really low vita d but been on prescribed dose to correct that for 5 mo, partial heartshaped uterus.

I've been told I most likely have endo but it hasn't bee confirmed.
DH just found out he has low vita D, so they are prescribing him
same medication as I am on. 11 days he see's urologist for the first time
for U/S & then SA lab request!

After this post I read some long term sucess stories to uplift me but then I decided to pray and start bawling my eyes out. I just want to know why if I can't atleast a reason so I understand but this unexplained word makes so much
confusion! I'm early 20's so the clock isn't ticking to fast but It's hard at times as you know! I hope for BFP by our 5 years in April