WhisperOfHope
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blah still no ov for me day 29 now
Hope it comes soon hun. So cold outside today. blaaaaaaaaahhh
i'm feeling a little better today but still negative, i just can't see PS being right, I can't see me EVER being pregnant, it's taken 14 months going on 15 months and it's just too much! I know, everyone is like "just relax it will happen, it will happen when you don't think about it" OMG if somebody else says that to me I will hit them!! How can I relax and forget we're trying when everybody I know is getting it, I see pregnant woman smoking, I see people I know had drug habbits with babies, my heart breaks everytime!! And with Princess's birth mum being pregnant, I just don't know how to feel! I don't think PS is going to be right, because how could she be! I'm really sorry ladies, I'm just angry this week. Af is due between saturday and monday and MY GOSH i KNOW she's coming because I'M THAT ANGRY!! lol. I didn't have this much PMS last month!!! That's for sure. And I know it was SILLY, but I did a HPT yesterday, twas BFN, obviously, but it has confirmed to me that last month was a chemical, because on four tests there were faint lines, the test I used last night was from the same batch as one of my faint lines, and there is nothing, no evap, can't even see the anti body strip, and thats after leaving it all night aswell. Why is this so unfair? I have been such a good person my whole life I don't understand this and now I remember why I stopped believing in any form of God a while ago!!
Oh my gosh, ladies, I do apologise for that essay, it has made me feel somewhat better though!!
On the plus side of things... just over a week until OH proposes to me properly Hahaha.
I just don't know how I am meant to feel atm. I'd like to see more proof about PS being right for a start.
i kinda wish the same as i clung to hope of both gail jenny and sandra june/july/sept and not one of them were right i just had a never ending af instead ben thinks its as i was so worked up over the pridictionswell she was right about chem and she was right about september being a positive month because our results would show we have no problem concieving...
but when i got gail and sandras readings, there were things in there that were correct for me but they were wrong
i don't want to cling onto false hope. i wish i hadn't got these predictions because they are what I have clung to the last few months. my head is a mess today linds!!
i hope ov comes for you soon hun
the only good that has come from these predictions is this thread i'd be lost without it
Ladies did you all get a PS pregnancy prediction?