Everything is gone. The bleeding is horrible this time, and the cramps are just awful, really terrible. I was in so much pain last night and still this morning. I can't believe I have had three m/c in a row. Why is life so unfair? What's wrong with me? I just feel numb, and last night I kept waking up, hoping that it was all a terrible nightmare, but, no, I still had the hospital bracelet on and the cramps were there. I thought because I was on Clomid this time, it would be a keeper. I just don't know what to think anymore. Yesterday, before this all happened, I bought 4 pairs of maternity pants, and a maternity shirt. I feel like I jinxed myself, and I wish I could turn back time. Oh yeah, and I told my mom, because she came and watched the kids so that my husband could go to the ER with me, and she said, "maybe this is your body trying to say not to have kids".WHY would she say that???