dan-o
RMC's but mum to 3 now!
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So, I thought I was okay... WRONG!
This is so petty, but tonight I was making some dinner on the stove & drinking a glass of wine...
Then it hit home, I shouldn't be drinking at all, or cooking to fill a gap...
I should be pregnant, contented. I should be a mum -to be-
Worrying about things like birth plans, names & which pram I would like to spoil my baby with...
Feel so empty. And full of self pity. I hate it, it's not me.
This is so petty, but tonight I was making some dinner on the stove & drinking a glass of wine...
Then it hit home, I shouldn't be drinking at all, or cooking to fill a gap...
I should be pregnant, contented. I should be a mum -to be-
Worrying about things like birth plans, names & which pram I would like to spoil my baby with...
Feel so empty. And full of self pity. I hate it, it's not me.