It was I was devasted. I prayed so hard for a little girl only to have her taken away. I was so resentful. I am in a better place now. Thats why I try not to focus on gender but who am I fooling thats all I think about lol
DH is on his way to pick me up from work. Almost time yay!!! I really hope this isnt an uneventful appointment, fxd for a scan.