Hi everyone! I'm new to this site... let's see, it's been a LONG journey to where I am now. I experienced 2 blighted ovum miscarriages in a row then conceived my 1st daughter, born in 2005... then I experienced another m/c (don't remember what kind, just that we heard a hb but it was only 103 and that is low and so I knew that was it).. then I had a chemical pregnancy in 2008 and the month after I conceived my 2nd daughter. Now, I always said I only wanted 2 kids, but 1 more definately.. really want a boy! (so does DH) Well, March 2 of this year was a tragic day. I was supposably 18 weeks and 3 days preggo all ready to go in for the anatomy u/s to find out boy or girl... there was no heartbeat After we delivered, we found it was our little boy we so badly wanted, weighing 3.5 oz and was 6 1/4" long. He looked perfect! I know a new baby won't ever replace the boy we lost, but I still hope for another boy. Here we are in the 2ww... I used clearblue digital opk and got my smiley sunday the 29th. We bd'd fri night, sat night, sun night and mon night. We also used preseed just like last time. I'm confident it worked... I guess I would be 4 or 5 dpo today. Lastnight I went to bed about 10pm, went to the bathrom before and had a really bad urge to pee at 1:30am. I like never have to get up in the night to go. I'm going to start testing mon morning. (probably too early though) Wish me luck!
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