Aww thanks girls
I'm ok though, it does hurt a lot obviously, but sometimes these things happen.. and maybe it's for the best, so I can get healthy again before I fall pregnant.
Basically the reason is this..
As some of you may know, I've had a problem with OH getting a job for the past 6 months. I figured hey, if I fall pregnant, he's got 9months to sort himself out. Not the way to do it at all.
I physically cannot carry the weight of both of us when I'm working 4 days a week doing all different shifts, getting very tired and stressed out and having to cope with my health problems too.
So, we are both moving back home. Reason for this is that I'm going to live with my dad for a while, get a new job and then get my own place.
OH is going to live with friends, get a job, and then get his own place.
We are staying together but living separately.
It's going to be so hard but I told him that I need some space alone to sort myself out.. my health, my life, my career and to be able to reshape myself as a person.
It's so tough, it really is. But I've got to be strong about it.
I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.. and maybe something wonderful will come out of this.
xxxxxxx