hi all. I've been on here silently stalking since I joined...maybe a month ago? I haven't a clue. My brain is all over the place! I've seen many of you have great things happen to you and congrats to you all! I've also seen some of you going through rough times and having troubles, to those of you
and hang in there.
I'm feeling much like I was when we started ttc our daughter. I feel just awful and unhappy and unhealthy. The baby is really the best part of my life (and DH I guess). I've had issues with depression and anxiety for 6 or 7 years now and I've been off all meds for about 2 years but sometimes I really think I need them. What I'm really missing, and I know it, is exercise. I lost a lot of weight before falling pregnant with lo and I was exercising at least 3 days a week and feeling amazing. I just can't seem to get out of this rut of feeling tired, grumpy, and useless. I really want to lose the weight again to have another healthy pregnancy, hopefully next year, and feel better about myself in the mean time. Bah! Come on time and energy!