Hi everyone,
SO sorry to have disappeared for so long.
UPDATE: Yes, I got my BFP! After all that cramping -could not believe it! DH and I were apart and so I skyped him and showed him the test. We were tearful, happy... was amazing.
Three days later I had agony like I've never known. Was with my parents and my Dad (who is an OBGYN) rushed me to the ER. I had (what they thought was) a ruptured ectopic. They said they would rush me to OR and I would lose my tube. They were going to try to save the ovary.
It ended up being a massive cyst -about the size of a large grapefruit. I lost my right ovary and tube but they left my uterus alone to try keep the very early pregnancy safe. The trauma was too much and I started to miscarry 2 days later.
The recovery was awful. I could hardly move for two days. I am doing much better now and my DH flew out to be with me. We are back home now and I have one more week off work. Already seen my brand new OBGYN who says I need 2 cycles to recover and then we'll try clomid to make me ovulate sooner.
The positive side to things
1) I was bleeding internally. I could have died. I am so thankful my Dad reacted so swiftly.
2) We can conceive! You always wonder if it CAN happen. And we did it-even though we lost the little one so early. I know we can do it now.
3) My family and friends have been fantastic! Came home to a clean house, a freezer full of meals and flowers everywhere!
I've missed you all. I am not using CBFM for two cycles but will certainly keep checking in with you all.
Love, Hopeful