Lolo - keeping my fingers crossed for you!!! I hope that's what it was!
Nat, I am so sorry but still keeping my hopes up for you.
As far as my appointment goes, I guess its a good news/bad news scenario. Still bad in the long run though. So we BD'd once last night and once early this morning. I used the pressed and the softcup last night, but then went au natural with the one this morning since hey said I had to. My appointment was at 10:00 am. She said just from pulling the fluid from my uterus that it looked great. Then she called me into the lab room next door and said: are you sure you had sex last night? There is absolutely NO semenal fluid whatsoever in your fluid. No sperm, no semenal fluid, nothing. I was like, what???? So, she looked at the vaginal fluid and there were still some in there, but nada in my uterine fluid. So basically, my cervix is secerting antisperm antibodies, which is not a common thing, and it is literally repelling and then expelling any sperm or semenal fluid away from and out of my uterus. The good news is - my cervical fluid was excellent. The bad news - there is no way I am going to get pregnant unless we do IUI. So this whole stupid month is a waste! She said not to give up hope this month and there is always the small possibility that one of them made it through, but she wouldn't count on it. So Brian has to have another SA done to double check everything is OK. They want to do the hysteroscopy and remove the polyp to make sure I have optimal uterine conditions, and then we will schedule IUI for next month - as long as my husband agrees. He still believes nothing is wrong because we had two children naturally. He does not understand that things have changed. Last night, he was not happy when I talked to him about the possibility of IUI, but I hope after I explain things to him today that he was understand. I just hope we can get things moving quickly enough and do the IUI next month. I seriously think I am only going to take my progesterone for about a week and then quit taking it so I can go ahead and start my period and get things going. I started crying at the doctor's office. I tried not to, but I just couldn't help it. I am just SO FRUSTRATED!!!! All the months of wasted money, wasted time, medication, etc, etc, etc...and the whole time my body isn't even letting anything get through!! I just want to yell and hit something. Now I have to wait a whole month before we can officially "try" again and I can do nothing but just sit around and twiddle my thumbs. I just don't understand what has changed!! What is wrong with my body? I don't smoke, and I quit drinking ALL caffeine 18 months ago, and I haven't drank a drop of alcohol since last March. I just don't understand! I think I'm just gonna go drink some wine and try to forget about it.
but my HCG levels are extremly low and may be having an early miscarriage.... I go back on MOnday and they will do more test to be sure.... So please everyone say a little prayer that my level goes up and this baby stays with me... I am having a horrible time trying to deal with this. I have been sommed to bedrest until monday... 
you girls
This sucks to finally get my 
ill get it tho soon
