Ladies, it has been almost 2 years since I have logged onto this site! I just became so overwhelmed with the cycles of disappointment, and as much as I tried to stay positive, I just couldn't.
In October of 2013, I had a MMC at 11 weeks, and began the heartbreaking journey of TTC again... This forum was everything to me for a while. I felt so alone in my life, unable to share my pain with my friends and family, tired of crying to my husband...tired of crying to God. I began to plan a life where I wasn't a mother, and my 40th birthday is approaching.
Well......
I am 5 weeks pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot believe it. I am thrilled and shocked, and so so scared...
I have no idea how I will get through the first trimester. I am praying constantly, and speaking positive affirmations to myself all day, and reminding myself of God's love, and my husbands steadfast support, and I am struggling with what to feel...
I just wanted to share the news with you guys, and thank you for reminding me of faith and perseverance.
xooxoxoxoxoxo