Hello ladies, I hope everyone is well and looking forward to the weekend? Who here has a journal?
Hopeful, sorry witch got you and I am praying that you will fall naturally in the next few months. If not though, I feel sure IVF will do the job. Keep your chin up sweetie, you've come so far and you will be a Mummy, no matter how you get there. X
Bean - teaching numeracy sounds just about my worst nightmare! Infact, anything to do with numbers sends me into a complete tail spin
What CD are you? How are things at home, hope you and DH are not finding the TI too stressful? X
MrsG - hope hubby gets you a whizzy new lap top! How is his job going? Still keeping fingers x'ed that 'she' hasn't shown up for you? X
Rowan - I'm quite jealous of your lovely lifestyle, you and DH always seem to be doing nice things. Good on you and I hope you get a job soon so you can book a hol and buy a house too. (Though I still think if it doesn't happen before hand, then as soon as you commit to those things a baby will be conceived to throw a small but happy spanner in the works)!
In the nicest possible way! X
Dream, how are things? Any more spotting? Glad you are keeping on BD'ing past O - it can only be a good thing. X
I Want One - wishing you babydust this cycle. X
Everyone else, hi and wishing you happy weekends and good luck with the baby making. X
Nothing to report from me really, I have finally ordered a Doppler so I can try and find babies HB myself but it hasn't arrived yet. I think maybe it will come Tues. I have resisted for so long as I know that I will panic if I can't find HB but who am I trying to kid - I panic non stop anyway so if anything, it just may help?
I've been spending a bit of time on the 2nd tri forum and a poor lady there has had some bad news today; her much loved Daughter has died at 16+ weeks. I feel very sad for her tonight and can't imagine what she must be going through.
I wouldn't feel comfortable saying this anywhere else but OH and I have only BD once since finding out we are expecting. It started out a conscious choice, as I was so scared of anything going wrong but the past 10 days or so I've been a bit worried that we have lost a part of our relationship that is hard to get back? I think that having TI for so long was terrible for us; although necessary. I think we both loved the fact we didn't have to anymore and a break was a good thing. I'll admit though that I assumed things would have righted themselves by now and passion would have re-entered our lives. I feel a bit crap about it all tbh, I feel a bit of a failure all in all. I suppose that as much as it's worrying me it's only honest to say that I haven't exactly done anything about it - I seem to have lost my mojo somewhat
Even if I don't post as often, I still follow all of your posts and pray for you all (even though I'm not religious - I think asking for good things is OK)!?
Hopes. XXX
x Good luck with your interview poppet 
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Hope you get your AF so you can try another dose of clomid. What strength are you on 50mg or 100mg??
Everyones different. They gave me some pain but nothing bad at all you'll be fine all drugs have side effects. It actually makes me happier lol! 
I cannot wait for a lie in in the morning! Come on! I love the weekend!
, i also know what you mean about putting your life on hold, but i try not to think about it any more, my way of thinking is that i will do things and book things when i want to and then if i get my bfp and dont mc we will deal with that then 
for everyone 
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