brunettebimbo
Mum of 2 Boys!
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I'm the same and I'm not like that. The MC has made me lose who I am. I've never been a bitter person but I am now Obviously not towards any of you girls.
Thanks BB. I'm thankful I'm not alone. I wouldn't say I'm "bitter". It's just hard. I don't know really know the right word I guess.
I had the urge this afternoon to put away little guy's stuff.. funeral things, sympathy cards, baby shower cards.. needless to say I ended up crying til I was ready to throw up. I'm so pissed his whole little life fits in a filing box. It's not fair. We'll never understand it. I just felt like maybe God felt like we weren't ready because we still had it out in his room. I don't know. Hubby made it better though. I'm so thankful for him. He doesn't have answers either, but hugs and kisses and reassurance go a long way. Maybe I'll put together a shadow box for his quilt and tuft of hair and ring and bracelet that we have.. something. Tough, tough afternoon. I feel better though
Oh ok! I didn't know. How exciting, but I still hope for your miracle Christmas BFP!! I would LOVE to stay home.