Oh i think i found the perfect thread for me right now
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I'm torturing myself and everyone around me ....I'm on CD 24 - ....Generally i've had a feeling i wasn't pregnant each month .....This month im opposite and so sure i am :S .....but so far
.....Some symptoms i definately think i am searching for ...others seem a little in my face.....but still could easily go each way i guess ...
Here's my list of torture ...be it inflicted by my restless mind ...or my confused body
( btw ttc for 2 yrs off and on )
* When i consider not being pregnant it almost makes me laugh ....my mind is convinced ...
CD 16 - 24 - Sore BB's ....abnormally sore ....to the point where i cant wear a shirt to bed or have blankets on them
CD 21 - Woke up at 3am to a smallish brown clot ....followed by brownish spotting/ dark though
Spotting happened about 3 times a day for around 3 days ...
CD - 23 - Tried to eat rice crackers that had a chicken favour and smell and dry heaved ....later tried yogurt and did the same thing
CD 24 - Woke up to a similar "glob" of blood ....not overly convinced it was a clot ....but seemed like bloody mucous
I have been cramping on and off for a week.....But the pain seems more in my hips. lower back .....and directly in the centre of my womb ...rather then my usually PMS side cramps ...
Although i do have that sensation every now and then that AF is lurking ...
Definately not a normal cycle for me.....So i'm pretty sure if im not pregnant then this dodgy cycle may be something that's stopping my BFP ....?
Funny how you can have so many " symptoms " ...even to my point of being " convinced" and having the intuition that i am ....and still get BFN's
Sorry for the long post lol ....Only have hubby and doctor to talk to about it right now ....needed to vent it out