Okay, so here we go. I really want a baby but think I might be wanting it so badly I have fooled my brain and my body into believing I am. I have had very sore breasts for over a month. I get stitch cramps and stabbing sensations in my vaginal area (TMI). I have had a heightened sense of smell. My emotions turn on a some. I feel like I have "matured" in the last month as though I am turning into a role model (I.e., keeping away from drama at work and not getting pulled into the complaining and bickering that are continuously going on around me). I have a general feeling of pregnancy and I have been turning sown alcohol which I have only done when pregnant in the past. Mind you, I don't get a chance to have a beer often and its a treat so to have drink once in a while. I have been gassy but in my experience, my gas pains dont normally tickle. O just felt like I was being licked softly from the inside. I keep dreaming about being pregnant, lactating a new children my life. I keep thinking "it's a girl". (just for fun did the gender prediction thing and it too said I was going to have a girl if I did indeed get pregnant when I believe I may have. Here's the kicker, I started my period on the day before it was due but it was much lighter than usual and I didn't pass a clot like I normally do each month in the middle of my cycle plus I got a BFN when I tested two days after it started because it was so light. Still can't shake the idea that I am pregnant. Another thing that gets me is I used to be able to pull in my abs and flatten my belly but now I can't and even when I physically pull up my belly there is still a slight bulge there and its not hard hard but definitely not mushy either. I keep getting nauseas when I don't even feel hungry and other times I feel like my whole stomach might just cave in on itself I am so ravished (even when I haven't gone very long since my last meal). Last night I had to pee five times in an hour and I only had one cup of coffee after dinner. Crazy dream last night about girls playing with my daughter but it wasn't my daughter I have now and she told me their names which I don't remember now but I thought that was weird. The other night I dreamt I found out I was pregnant but in the same dream I dreamt I woke up and thought it was a dream but someone I don't know told me I really was and the proof was in the kitchen. I went in and found prenatal pills and then when I really did wake up I thought I was pregnant and then remembered it was a dream I. A dream and that my teat had been BFN. I was confused for a food ten minutes thinking my dream was real. Any body else have a similar story and then found out they were pregnant?
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