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Hi everyone. It's been a while but I am officially back!
So just to update everyone on my story... But I'll do it quick so it's not an essay...
Had an ectopic December 2011 (lost my right tube)
Had my beautiful little girl September 2013
First time of trying got caught December 2014 (ended in misscarriage at 12 weeks February 2015)
Took a couple of months to myself. But me a Oh decided we would not try (been using the pull out method)
So I am on cycle day 20(of not trying lol) and today I had some spotting. I'm not due on for another week. So very very scared. I don't think my oh came inside me but hey, we can never always be 100% I've never been so scared.
You get past the stage where it's not an ectopic and you think "yay,"
Then you get to 7 weeks and see a heart beat "yay,"
But then you can't even be excited after 12 weeks...
It's heartbreaking and I actually don't even want to take a test.
I've never known a situation where it HASN'T been implantation. So I've kinda made myself believe I'm pregnant. I actually don't know what I'm looking for here. Stories? Opinions? Support? I'm really not sure x
Onetube glad ur back hun...i saw u had a mmc and they are truly heartbreaking... How are u doing ??
Xxx hugs hun x
Lillian glad af finally came...myheart - hoping and lillian i kno u ladies r feeling down at the mo i kno how hard it is but need to keep heads up ladies....stay strong and dont ever feel like a pity party ...ttc is emotionaly draining and husbands are hard to deal with at the best of times lol !!
Were all in it together.....xxxx hugs xxx