Tonight I feel so guilty, DH went back to work and had a terrible time since 5pm, its now 9 and I am tired. Euan had a melt down when he got up from his nap and daddy wasnt home, we built a little wooden train set and he went nuts because he could not get some trains to stick together and I was feeeding Livi, he was hitting, kicking, biting and head butting tonight which was a new one, and basically just driving me nuts. At the same time Livi is so clingy, so different from Euan she does not tolerate being alone at all. As soon as you pop her down the screaming commences and it does not stop. I have to admit at bath and bed time for the kids I was grumpy and shouting. Poor kiddies just cos I was feeling a bit stressed. I will be a better mommy tomorrow.