Ok here goes... not a happy mummy tonight. The doctor now tells me that she thinks Olivia has something wrong with her kidneys.
We went to the clinic she has put on about 100g in 2 weeks which is very little considering she has been wolfing down baby cereal and quite significant portions for 2 weeks so she was concerned about that but said that she is still following her little curve but that she was going to discharge me back to my GP and said that he will need to follow her weight very closely.
I asked again about the urate crystals and said that its not every day but I would say approx 3 days per week and 1-2 diapers on those 3 days. She acted like she had not heard this before even though I have told her every time I see her so she tells me that for a baby to have urate crystals in there diapers for this length of time is very concerning, and its very rare for babies to have it this long and if it continues then it could be very damaging to her kidneys. No shit I felt like yelling FFS I have been telling you about this for a few months, now I feel like the shittest mother in the planet for not pushing it further with anyone who would listen.
Anyway she was going to refer me to a pediatrician and a babies kidney doctor, but decided to do some blood work and urine testing first which is probably a good idea. We went to the lab for her blood test and that was quite traumatic, at first I took her into a little room and 2 girls kind of held her down while the other repeatedly stuck a needle into her heel to take blood, I asked to hold her to help and they said that they always do it because mums dont normally do it right and just get upset, so i thought ok I will give them some space and let them do there job. After 20 minutes of her screaming and struggling with them, and them not getting blood so having to try again I suggested that if they move her over and she could see me it would make a difference, they looked unconvinced but I went in anyway and moved her along the bench. As soon as she saw me she reached up to touch my face and stopped crying and smiled, my heart gave out and I do confess to a few tears. I sang to her for a bit while the girls were taking blood, they managed it which was great filled quite a few vials. My other job for tonight or tomorrow morning is to obtain 2 urine samples, I had a little bag on her tonight to collect but It fell out as I removed it tonight so will try tomorrow.
I just hope that my little girl is ok and that she is not really sick and I have not noticed. I guess we will find out something soon. I am scared and very worried about her.
Anyway so that was my day! It was pretty shit!