G'day ladies - dark rainy Thurs. afternoon here. Bring on Summer (sorry I know that that brings you winter
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ya Kanga, I self medicated with prog. cream and it was prob not a good idea.
I had been reading a lot about the hype and benefits when used in the luteal phase of cycle. You can't get it here without a prescription so, thinking I was so smart I picked up a big tube of it on one of my trips to the states (easy to buy off the shelf at health food/vitamin stores) I have always had 28 day cycles and OV a few days before, if not on CD14. So... because temping is such a nightmare with my sched. I rely on the tell tale OV ache/pain I get on one side and obvious CM changes. Anyhoo...CD14 came and went and no pain, no CM so I went ahead and started using a very conservative amount (1/8 tsp 2x/day) starting CD17. At first I thought it was cool, I wasn't getting any bothersome PMS symptoms. Great right? Noooo
because AF did not arrive (everything I read said the small amount of prog. cream ingested will not prevent AF) obviously I tested several times all BFN and by CD36 I realised that I prob. prevented OV by starting the cream too early and I better stop using it. As soon as I stopped, I promptly OV'd. Obviously threw DH on the bed and put in a few BD sessions. I started using the cream again at half the dose I was originally using.
So here I am now at 10DPO (orCD46) I have had nasty acne on chest, bottom and forehead -sooooo attractive. sore nipps (sore tmi) and acid indigestion - I'm not thinking these are preg. symptoms but just an indication of a little too much prog. in my body. I am dumb! soooo, I wait for AF or test on Sun. I have surgery booked on wed. (laperoscopy, hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy - and he sneaking in a dye study while we're there) so if nothing obvious happens we'll do an HcG blood test prior to surgery. wish me luck with any of the above
lauren - your bump looks so gorgeous. you look great!
Hb- thanks for the royal jelly idea. Once I'm done surgery, I'll see my acupuncturist a few times for help with recovery and then I'll take some really deep breaths and choose my way forward. might just be diet supplements/herbs and yoga. might be IUI at Christmas. one foot in front of the other, one step at a time, breathing all the way. As you guys already know, I have the tendancy to run at breakneck speed towards anything and everything that puts out a claim of success. learning, learning, learning to B.R.E.A.T.H
lou - great news that sonographer didn't find anything sinister. good
queenie - sorry it's been a rough go for you and little-y. Fighter indeed! I hope your next appointment goes really well. Just make sure you ask for what you need. They certainly don't offer it in many cases. If you want more scans, ask for them or find out how to get them. If you want a couple extra appoinments between reg. scheduled apointments ask for them or find out how to get them. If you can keep yourself supported (even if you're driving it) it'll go a long way towards keeping your stress levels down. Okay some more of my hippy dippy advice... if you can, study a radiographers report or even a picture (from book) of exactly what shape your uterus is. (get so you can visualise it really well with your eyes closed) then when you have quiet time go on a little trip deep inside you body to visit your baby. stay there and talk to her and tell her not be frightened about anything. tell her you know that she has a lot of growing to do and that it's prob. going to get a bit squishy in here. Then you show her exactly how to make room and space and where whe needs to lay, show her the beautiful space your uterus is. it doesn't matter what shape, because there's a way to manage the next 19 weeks. Even if she thinks it's nec. to come a few weeks earlier you both can negotiate that together on another one of your 'visits.'
that's my hippy two cents worth today. take good care everyone x