Cyber sisters, sorry not been on for few days- had a terrible day on monday, my fur baby Boris(Bozzy) got killed - hit and run - while I was in my acupuncture after work, he always waits for me in the road and I was late that day so can't help blaming myself, if I'd come home at normal time he'd have been having his dinner not sitting in the road - my neighbour Richard rushed him to the vet immediately but he was dead on arrival, I was home only 30 minutes after it happened but was too late.
We live in a cul de sac with speed bumps - I moved here as I thought it was safe for my fur babies( I had 3, now 2) but I just assume someone took a wrong turn down here and got enraged they couldn't get out onto main road and Bozzy got in the way, some neighbours children saw it but they didn't know the driver.
Anyway have been totally devastated - he was only 2 and when I got him at 8 weeks old he'd been very maltreated and the vet said he only had a 10% chance of survival but i got him through it, then a year ago he got himself trapped under the floorboards of a house being renovated in our street and at 3 am I had all the neighbours pulling the floor up as I knew he was in there, we've been through a lot and I cant believe he's gone.
Sorry really rambling - OH really worried about baby because I've been so beside self and I'm scared too - today had brown CM, really scared as have period pains in lower back all the time last 3 days.
Just did a digi and it said 3+ weeks though(i'm 5+1) so hoping and hoping this brown CM is just old blood and there won't be anymore, really don't think could take a m/c after whats happened to Bozzy
I will have a read through all your posts later and catch up - hope everyone is ok - Lolly got fingers crossed for tomorrow hun, let us know asap how it goes.